speak | minishaw

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4K reads, that insane, jeez I never thought my poopy writing would get 4K reads. Thank you though

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An awkward tension filled the room as JJ looked at Simon confused, JJ hasn't known these two were a thing a while ago. He didn't even know that these two even had a connection with each other, he was sure these two were strangers.

"Um, I think I should head of now." Sarah says pointing to the door, JJ nods. "Bye then Sarah." He says. Simon waves as she walks down the hallway and out the front door, JJ stances as she goes, when the door finally closes he turns back around to Simon.

"You have some explaining to do Simon." He growls. Simon outs his head down. "Last year when we were still back at our old school, me and her were a thing, I broke it off with her a few months into dating, I thought after we moved I'd never see each other again," Simon says.

"How long were you a thing, how many months?" He asks. "I don't know, 4 to 5 months, I didn't keep track, now she's here though! I don't want her here, and JJ you shouldn't date her, she's really clingy and annoying, imagine what's going to happen now."

"But I do like her," JJ shrugs.

"Yes I know, but she'll most likely come to our school, then she'll be hanging around us all the time, and I can't face seeing a girl everyday, the same girl I broke it off with." Simon whines.

"Simon stop worrying, she may not even come to her school, and if I like her I can do whatever the hell I want!" JJ shouts. "JJ, just don't get in a relationship with her." Simon mumbles. "What happens if I want to?" JJ asks.

"Are you really going to be like this?" Simon narrows his eyes. "Fuck you, your probably just dating her so you can use her, then your going to leave her, but in the meanwhile she's going to hang out with us isn't she, then we have to deal with this stupid girl and Josh will hate her and her and me will be awkward, way to fuck it up JJ!" Simon yells as he runs up the stairs.

"It wouldn't be awkward if you didn't date every single girl, then I could find someone who hasn't been all over you, that what your always like, one to the other, so fuck you Simon!" JJ screams back. Simon doesn't bother fighting back and instead just goes to his shitting room.

"Fuck Jide." He grumbles and he sits on his bed. He hears JJ walk up the stairs a few minutes later, he knocks on Simin door and before he can reply with a go away, he opens the door.

"Just so you know, I texted her, she is going to our school and she will be sitting with us, so I suggest by Monday you get your shit together because we're not getting rid of her." He smirks.

"Your such a dickhead, I hope she breaks your heart into 10 million different pieces!" Simon gets up and shives straight past him, he wanted to get out of the house, there was one place he wanted to go right now, a place that seemed right to go right now.

Hospital.

This was were his mum was, because when she left, she wanted to be a nurse, so she did, at this hospital, Simon didn't know at the time where she moved, but he knew when he tracked her down, finding out she worked here, she worked around the hospital, sometimes he would see her and catch glances at her, he never noticed her, because the years had been to long, and it was hard to recognise a grown up teenager who you only saw as a little kid.

He walks down the path of the hospital, he gets to the parking lot and sits down, he couldn't go inside, because the people there would find it weird if a boy was creeping around the hospital looking for someone, especially when he isn't hurt or injured. But when he was near the hospital, he felt close to his mum.

Simon stayed in the position he was for around an hour, just sitting there alone on the curb taping his feet, occasionally getting up to stretch and walk in circles, before going back to his sitting position on the ground, passers looked at him strangely, why was their this handsome boy sitting on the curb of a hospital alone looking depressed?

None of them knew. None of them knew he was and what he was doing. Simon was unsure of who he was anymore. He had changed, he had fallen for a boy, a beautiful innocent boy that he was so scared to show to the world because he would be teased by all his friends, especially JJ.

Speaking of JJ, he had fought with his best friend, someone who mattered so much to him, someone who had been there for a while with him, they had grown up together, Josh and Simon were still in tact, they didn't see each other as much now, Josh spent lots of time with his girlfriend, who was pretty and nice, but they never got time together anymore, that was sad.

And now his life had flipped again, Sarah was back in his life, and he would have to see her at school, since she was now JJ fling, he couldn't call her anything but that, it was unlikely that JJ was going to keep her for life, she was just another side piece, she was like milk, she was good, but she had an expiry date that runs out quickly.

Suddenly he feels a tap on the shoulder, he doesn't bother looking around at the face, just grumbles a what.

"I'm sorry to bother you Sir, but you have been sitting here for an hour and the staff had worried about you, are you ok?" The voice asks, he noticed that voice, he looked around, meeting her eyes that were the same as his.

She looks at him closely, the similarities were their, close up she could see it, Simon stands up, now towering over her, and Simon was so tall.

"Simon?" She says.

He nods. "Nice to see you again."

"I never thought I'd see you again," she says.

"You left me mum, you left me and dad, and now dads left me, I still live with Josh, but you left me." He says.

"I'm so sorry."

"No your not."