I went into her room and sat on the arm chair. I heard the water running so I knew my mom was in the shower. I waited for her till then. She came out and gave me a warm smile.
"Hey sweetie. U need anything? U feeling good." She asked and I nodded.
"Come here" she gestured to me to come and sit beside her on the bed. I did. After making myself comfortable beside her, I laid my head down on her lap and curled onto her side. She lovingly stroked my hair and I lay there for a good 30 minutes. Then I heard her say something.
"Sweetie, you know right that I love you and will always be there for u whenever you need me....no matter what?" She asked me with a genuine smile on her face but her eyes were filled with anxiety...sadness....guilt...and love. I didn't understand why would she have these emotions within her? Was there anything wrong? As if reading my thoughts she answered while chuckling.
"No sweetie...nothing's wrong... I just ...just want u to be happy. I love you dear" she said and kissed the side of my head.
I nodded and answered quietly"I love u too mom"
She affectionately stroked my cheek with the back of hand and I snuggled more into her.
"Go to bed sweetie....you must be tired." I nodded and left the room wishing her goodnight before shutting the door behind me on my way out. I let out a heavy sigh and got ready for bed.
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"No dad...please don't do this. Please dad....I beg u please just leave him dad...."I said crying .
"SHUT UP!!! Just shut the fuck up! You both have ruined my life,you killed her, you took away the most precious thing in my life from ME!!?? I will not spare you ...remember that." He said in serious tone.
"No dad-"
"Don't call me DAD!!!??? I AM NOT YOUR DAD!! I NEVER WAS. DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!!! YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT!! Now u will see what happens when someone u love and is very close to you is taken away from you." He said in dangerously low voice with am evil smirk on his face. Seeing him like that I thought to my self that how did I ever love this person? All memories were of no use. Tears of helplessness rolled down my cheeks.
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my life..
Gizem / Gerilimit's about a girl Melanie... who tends to think of herself as no one m that people don't even care about her existence... but there's this one guy who helps her knowing that every person is unique in their own way ...n r special ....she has gone thr...
