Worried. Confused. Sick to the stomach. Mason didn't know how to feel after a small mishap with his girlfriend the night before. He said stupid things without thinking, like stupid kid he is. Too overjoyed at the fact, that after 8 failed relationships, he finally found a girl that likes him, for him, and not to use him.
He said stupid things, sounding like a selfish prick that he knows he isn't, he tries his hardest to not sound like one. But just like every human being, he isn't perfect.
He felt bad and he wanted to talk to her, but she didn't show up at school this morning.
He wanted to throw up so badly, he wanted to run out of the building and get lost, he wanted to jump off from the roof. His heart beats kept on increasing everytime he thought of her not liking him anymore over that small mishap. That she'd break up with him and he'd lose her forever.
All that crying during lunch and between classes, he try to hide his depression and anxiety from his classmates but he didn't hide it successfully. The teachers asked whats wrong and only made him feel worse.
He felt guilty. He WAS guilty. It was his fault, and he knew it was, he didn't mean to come out so strong, he didn't mean to disrespect her. He didn't mean to do that stupid shit he'd done.
Now he's overthinking.
Contemplating whether to kill himself, to run away, or to just disapear off the face of the Earth. But he doesn't want to lose her...
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Scenarios?
RandomI dunno. Just- random scenarios that i can possibly put into books later..and other random shit that i happen to stuff into this book..
