Scenarios?

Scenario - 14|Bottled Tears

You met her awhile back, near the beginning of the year. Time flew as you stayed together but being together, everyone knew. Her father found out and called you gay and a fuckboy and didn't want you near his daughter and slowly did you lose contact eith eachother through his brute force. One day she shows up at your house and you panic, she ran away and you don't know what to do. You lend her your other phone and she goes through your messages, reading roleplays with a person who sent you lewd images without your consent. She rhinks you're vheating on her but she doesn't say a word. She leaves a message in your memo app, shes upset and convinced your cheating when all you did was roleplay to help this nymphomaniac stranger to write a story and she'd leave you alone. Talking to her was uncomfortable with all the uncalled for images and soon you cut ties with them. Months later you hear word from your love's cousin and shes spoken to her, you're excited and your heart races. Its bad news however, they say shes mad at you over the texts she read and didnt understand, she no longer wants to be with you and says you can be friends. You're heart sinks and you feel like you were punched in the stomach, you feel nausious as you try to reply to her cousin, "Oh.."

She hates you now and she doesnt understand. She was blindsided by the texts and didnt think of any other meaning. Why would she ever come back? You ask yourself.

..she won't.

Even though this month...was your 10th one with her.

You cry and throw your phone at the wall and its back case pops off and rhe battery falls out, you cry and cry and you beg and scream at the sky "WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!?"...

...Truth is, you aren't meant to be happy.

..No matter how fucking hard you try.

Thanks for hurting me for 3 months straight and draining me of my life while i worried about you and asked your mother if you were okay and if she talked to you. You think I dont care about you but all the countless times i layed awake and cried rereading your old messages and journal entries...

I should've killed myself when I was going to instead of saying "I'm going to be strong for her."

..look where it's got me.

whatever happened to talking to me about problems and not lying to my face. The whole point of talking is to clear things up. To Hear The Truth.

But even though you thought I lied you did in the process.

...I'm not mad...

I've told you before I can never be mad at you..

I...I thought I could trust you.

....and you never trusted me anyways.

11/12/16 - 7/2/17 I guess...

I shouldve killed myself months ago when I had the chances....