Those Blue Eyes

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty

"Luke?" I asked shakily.

"Katie! I ca-" he started.

"No, I don't want to hear it," I said and turned around.

"Katie! Wait!" I heard him yell after me. I started running. I just had to get out of there. I pushed and shoved through crowds of people, tears running down my face. I tripped and fell once I finally got outside.

"Stupid heels!" I sobbed as I leaned againist the side of the building. "Stupid Luke for cheating. Stupid me for believing him." I took off my heels and threw them. I don't know how long I sat there before I felt someone come and sit next to me.

"What do you want?" I asked, not even bothering to look and see who it was.

"To ask if you're alright," I looked up and saw two blue eyes staring back at me. "Why don't we get out of here?"

"Please," I said and stood up. I walked around trying to find my shoes. Once I had collected them I joined Niall by the doors.

"Are you going to walk without shoes?" he asked me.

"Yeah, these heels are KILLING my feet," I explained.

"Here I'll just give you a piggy back ride!" he exclaimed.

"That's hilarious Niall! I'd proabably crush you!"

"Don't say that! You're beautiful, Katie and I want you to believe it."

"I'm not getting on your back, Niall."

"Fine," he said, "At least take my shoes. I'll just walk barefoot." I looked into his eyes and could tell he wasn't going anywhere until I put on his shoes.

"Fiiiiiiiineeeeeee, I guess, Niall."

After I had put on his shoes we started walking. We walked and talked. Sometimes we skipped and even danced. We just kept going, not caring where we were gonna end up. Eventually we made it to a Starbucks and we walked in. Surprisingly, they were still serving. We ordered and sat down.

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked me.

"Not really. It just kinda hurts. He is the only guy I have ever really opened up to and really loved. I thought he loved me back, but I guess I was wrong."

It was silent. A few moments later I added, "And you know the funny thing, I still miss him. Even though he's probably kssing that girl, I still miss him. Do you have a napkin?" I asked him,

"Uh, sure. Here," he said handing me an unused napkin. I picked up a pen that had been left on one of the other tables and began to write. "What are you doing?"

"Writing before I forget. Sometimes I have these ideas pop in my head and I don't want to lose them. This one is a poem," I explain.

I looked at what I have written so far,

I love you; but don't ask me why.

You mean the world to me, a sparkle in my eye

I'd do anything for you; just to keep you with me

How couldn't I see it was never meant to be

Niall read it over my shoulder. I bent back over and scribbled down all the emotions I was feeling. Love, Hate, Dissapointment, Saddness. I let it all out in my wrinting, I do this a lot, just never in front of anyone...

I let you in; told you all my stories

Never once did I think you wouldn't be there for me

I thought our love was real, right from the start

You have such a big piece of me; I should've known you'd break my heart

You make me feel like I'm special, just when you smile,

Something like that only comes along every once in a while

Like I'm your princess in need of a crown.

But then you have to go and you let me down

I should just walk, walk, walk away.

I saw you with her; in the back room

you said you'd be back; now you're covered in perfume

I can barely breathe; the walls are caving in

I gotta get out, get outta my skin

You made me feel special, just when you smile,

Something like that only comes along every once in a while

Like I was your princess in need of a crown.

But then you went and had to let me down

I have to run, run, run away

I'm gone now, you lost your chance

I'm not looking back, not even a glance

It was love at first sight; you once meant everything

But now its time for new beginnings and I'm leaving you behind

You made me feel special, just when you smile,

Something like that only comes along every once in a while

Like I was your princess in need of a crown.

But then you went and had to let me down

I don't care anymore I feel empty inside

I guess all I can do is try live the rest of my life with my eyes opened wide

I sat back a read through my words. There were tear stains on the napkins and I was shaking.

"Katie, this is great," Niall said picking up the pile of napkins. "But it's getting late. Ima call Paul and have him come pick us up. You can just stay with me tonight, it'll save us the trip."

"Fine," was all I could say in resonse, I was so emotionally drained I justed wanted to sleep right then and there. My eye lids were growing heavy and I leaned my head on Niall's shoulder. Moments later I felt myself slipping from my life of harsh reality and into the world of dreams.

Hey guys... So yeah here's the chapter... I wrote the stuff in italics so if you couldn't copy it or whatever that'd be fantastic... Ummm.... I hope you like the chapter and everything.... I feel like these notes are getting annoying I say the same thing every time! But, seriously, 5SOS are coming to AMERICA!!! *having difficulty breathing and flailing uncontrollably* I am so excited! I'm crossing my fingers I get tickets! But anyways don't forget to vote and comment and comment and comment. One last thing, comment! Please! I love reading through all of them!!! Thanks guys!

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