Brynn: I Can't Do This Right Now

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My drink was spiked and I was nearly raped. I thought that was my worst nightmare. I mean, how much worse can it get, right?

Wrong.

My nightmare had just began when I woke up the next day. I peeled my eyes open and felt a jolt of air filling in the voids in my ear drums. My vision was blurry when I scanned the unfamiliar room I was in. I became more aware of sounds first, the sound of soft female voices echoing in my ears, as if it was coming through a tunnel. My vision then became crystal clear. Georgina was sitting right next to me, grasping onto my hand like she was never letting go of it.

"Brynn.... hey...."

A light chuckle then filled the room and I thought it sounded too loud. Nothing in my mind or body really felt familiar at the moment. My head felt light and airy, like I was floating in the air. I tried to move, and every movement felt like my body was no longer solid. My limbs felt like liquid. I kept on wondering why my head and body felt weird as I try to figure out where I was before I fell asleep, but my memories were just a series of an endless blur.

"Where are we?" I asked Georgina.

"The hospital," she said, squeezing my hand tighter, "But, don't worry. You are fine."

"What?" I croaked out. "Why are we here?"

"Don't you remember anything?" Georgina asked with furrowed brows.

"No...." I shook my head, trying to remember.

"Oh, god..." Georgina exhaled loudly. "I better get the doctor." Her reaction made me felt overwhelmed. I forced myself to milk my brains out, hoping that my memories would come back when Georgina left to get the doctor. Why do I even need a doctor to check on me, anyway?

I tried inhaling and exhaling slowly. I did not give up trying until vague flashbacks appeared in my head like a slideshow, showing me the moving images of the crowd at Bizarre. I was with my friends. Georgina was there. Lexy was there. Lucas and Steele were there too. I then remembered I was waiting for Van alone at Bizarre with Steele. I also remembered that we had a couple of drinks before I fell asleep. No....

Did I had too much to drink? Did I pass out at Bizarre? Where's Van? Where's Lexy? Where's Lucas and Steel? Why am I in the fucking hospital?

"Good morning, Brynn," a cheerful, tall man with a smile about ten miles long walk through the door, followed by a plump, grumpy looking nurse.

"Morning," I swallowed, feeling my throat raw and scratchy.

"My name is Andrew and I am glad you look okay," he said as he hold on to my eyelids, flashing my eyeballs with a pen-like flash light. He instructed me to look left, right, up and down a couple of times before he turned that bloody annoying flashy pen off. "I know you might feel confused right now, maybe not remembering what happened last night, but you'll be fine. You'll slowly remember. Maybe not all, but the memories will come back."

"What happened to me exactly?" I asked.

Georgina looked over to the doctor and they both exchanged a worried glance, before the doctor exhaled.

"You had too much to drink. And we found traces of drugs present in your blood."

"Wait, what? How... who did....?" I looked at them both confused, when a sudden rush of memories flooded my head. The images of Steele holding me tightly as I struggled under him, crying for help were replaying in my head. I have so many questions to ask but I felt so choked up.

"He put something in my drink, did? He was going to do something to me! Did he?" I glanced over at Georgina, who looked shocked that I suddenly remembered.

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