The Guitar Strings n.horan {au} (CANCELLED AS FUCKKK)

Chapter 15

Chapter 15..

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Absolute- The Fray

Kiss me- Ed Sheeran

(Niall's gift to Lucy)

Give me love - Ed Sheeran

Two is better than one- BoyslikeGirls

(towards the gig part)

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L U C Y P O V

I been awake for over three hours, debating if I should go to school or not. I really should be thinking about what Niall's reaction gonna be towards me not being able to attend his gig with him. It won't be fair to him.

Maybe I should skip school today, nobody will notice anyway right? But Emma will know I have and ask me where is her stupid homework or such. I blinked away my-self pity.

I can't believe I agreed to that. What was I thinking? I should really start learning how to stick up for myself.

I sigh leaves my mouth as I roll on the side to face my nightstand and grab my phone off of it. I smile once a simple yet adorable text message quickly pops up on my screen.

(From: Niall <3)

Good morning. How was your sleep, sleeping beauty?

I laugh silently before replying back with a simple, Good morning to you too.

It's true, my sleeping has been a bit off lately. I don't know if it was the nightmares or stress. I'm trying to convince my self it's not a big deal. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts, I didn't even notice my cellphone buzzing.

I looked at the screen once again way to happy for this next text he have sent me. I spoke to soon.

(From: unknown)

Don't forget darling.

Should I be laughing or freaking out? I know it's Emma who sent me the message. She was the one in my room, Holding my diary in her hand.

Footsteps disturbs my mindless thoughts and I quickly stand to my feet once the door started to open.

"Hey. Lucy," My Aunt scan the room."Why aren't you dress yet?"

"Cause I'm not going," I admit, turning my attention away from her. I hear her steps come behind and before I know it she turns me around to face her.

"Is something wrong?" She ask, cupping my cheek, caring. She frowns her painted lips.

"It's nothing, okay?" I assure her, removing her hand slowly so I wouldn't look to harsh about it.

"Okay," Her voice was low as she took a deep breath and smile." I will let chose if you want to or not. I don't want to rush you."

"Thanks," I softly reply, trying to think why am I thanking her for. from the last couple of years, I realized how she is trying to become a good aunt for me since the bad past I have been through. I feel her trying to break through my walls and crumble them down but I slowly start to build them back up sneaky. But with Niall, it's different, He understands. I never thought I'll have the strength to love someone like him. I thought I was gonna be alone forever. no prom, no football games to go to together. nothings certain yet.

"just call me when you need anything,alright?" She kisses the top of my forehead, before rubbing her hands on her pencil skirt.

"I'll be back at-" She begins.