Dear diary,
Yesterday's show was so bad, I had to stop singing every minute because I was finding it hard to breathe, and I didn't sing Always Attract with them. I saw a lot of people complaining about this on twitter and I apologised to them, they started to ask me what happened but I didn't want to talk about it.
I know the way I react to the things it's wrong, I shouldn't let my personal life affect my career, but I really don't know how to make it seem that everything is alright.
Today we have a day off, we have to travel from Spokane to Denver and it will take more than half a day, Max told us that it would be fun to go partying today, but no one wanted to go with him, so I accepted to go with him but I feel like I've made the wrong choice (as usual) considering that he promised me that he will make me drink so much that I will barely stand on my feet at the end of the night.
I spent the rest of the day in my bunk in Matt's company talking about music and other stuff or chatting with my friends.
I miss them so much, I will see them only at the end of the tour, when I'll return in the city where I live for the last show.
Fortunally I'll see my parents in Chicago because they're staying in my with my aunt for two or three weeks. I heard that even my grandparents will go to Chicago, so probably I'll have the chance to see them after a long time, because they live in Weybridge, Surrey.
I heard that the guys are from Surrey, too but I never had the chance to tell them that I lived there before I moved to Madison because of my parent's work.
Well my dear, I'll let you know as soon as possible how the party went.
See you tomorrow, byee
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