I called Sarah and I explained her everything. At first she was hungry with me, so I started crying, I was desperate, then she understood that I regret that moment but she made clear that I was still wrong for doing that and I agreed with her because she couldn't be more right.
I am a mess these days, I just wanted to talk with her and nobody else, I spent all the time crying and I refused to talk to Matt. I know he would judge me and he is right, I killed his best friend's brother. Our manager said that if I wanted to take a break it was okay for him because they didn't need me for a month or plus, so I decided to accept instead of not doing anything and staying the whole time on the tour bus. I need to go back to my town and spend time with my friends for some days and then I want to go back to Weybridge to talk with Michael's family and to go to visit his grave on his birthday.
I have to do it, I don't want to avoid it forever.
I'm packing all the things that I've taken with me on tour so I can fly to Madison tomorrow morning. Matt will hire a car so he'll take me to the airport.
I'll write soon.
Bye, Joleene.
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