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13 - Please I Love You

To: Josh💞

What are you playing at?

Do you think I'm stupid Josh?

You've hurt me

You lied

I was up all night, sick with a baby to take care of on top of that and you lied

You told me you were so busy with videos and ZRKlondon

You do realise I'm friends with Gee right? I'm friends with her on snapchat

I thought you hated Freya

You looked pretty fucking close with her last night

Hope you had fun clubbing and I hope you know I've cried of 6 hours straight

Stella loves you, you can't do this to her..

Please don't do this to her, don't do this to us

I moved here for you and so Stella could have a dad

I'm convinced she likes you more than me sometimes

She's been crying all morning and I actually shouted at her

I fucking shouted at a baby

Look what you've done

I actually loved you

Love*

Kaya wait...

No Josh, that's it isn't it?

Please I love you

You should've thought about that before you lied and went out with your ex-girlfriend
I'm so sorry babe

Babe? Fuck off.

Kaya...

No.
Read 10:34am

Josh throws his phone down on his bed and slumps back in his chair, wiping the forming tears away from his eyes. He grabs his phone and uses his thumbprint to unlock and opens up the snapchat app.
Swiping to the stories section Josh clicks on 'Gee Nelson' and sees a video of everyone in the club last night and in the background he has Freya by the hips and has his head burred in her neck. She has a smirk on her face and thei only thing that gave it away was the Josh lifted his head at the end of the video just as the ten seconds was up.
"Fuck." He breathes and runs his hands through his hair.

@KSants23: It's amazing how someone can break your heart but you still love them with every broken piece of it.

@ZerkaaHD: Even if we can't be together in the end I'm still glad you were a part of my life...

@ZerkaaHD: But it's all my fault, I have no words

@SageSanti: @ZerkaaHD Maybe next time don't be such a dick.