Don't Leave Me... [JungkookxReader]

chapter 15

A/N
I'M BACK!!! FINALLY😭😭
I know you guys are mad, but this whole month was horrible for me, i already explained why so i'm not gonna explain it again, but now i'm back and i missed you so much, so i'm starting updating again😁😁😍😍
Thank you guys for supporting me love you all❤❤

Your P.O.V
I didn't run, i couldn't, i started walking to my home, i wiped my tears and sobbed, i finally stopped crying
I felt someone tap my shoulder
I turned around to see Jungkook panting he obviously ran, did he hear us???
"Y/N, i called you like twenty times, didn't you hear??"
I just shook my head
"Where you home?" I asked quickly and awkwardly
"No, i just came back uumm...i took Yoona and her friend home"
I nodded my head and sighed in relief
"What where you doing here this late?" He asked
"I..uhh..I forgot my phone and came back to take it"
"Ooh is that so" he looked at the sky
"It's really late, i'll walk you home or you'll get in trouble" he smiled
I smiled too, i shook my head
"No, it's okay, really, i'll go by myself" i turned, ready to go but, he took a hold of my wrist and started walking ahead of me, he dragged me so i followed, i had no other choice
After a while of walking, he looked back at me
"Are we still friends?" He asked me innocently
I thought for a second, looking in his eyes, then i smiled and said
"Of course, nothing changed right?"
"Nothing" he said shaking his head as no
"Great, now let go of my hand it hurts" i smiled and looked at my wrist
"Sorry" he let go of me and looked at me with an expression of apology
I started walking next to him
"So how was today?" He asked
"Great, i drank a bit"
He smacked my arm and said
"I told you not to drink"
"Ouch, that hurts, anyways you're not my dad"
He laughed at my face expression when i touched my arm and i smacked his head, i started running while laughing
"Ya, come back here"
He chased me and started laughing too
I was alredy panting so he easily cought me
"Who are you hitting?" He said in a warning tone
"What are you laughing at" i said and looked him in the eyes, it was a silence for a second we made an eye-contact, our smiles fell and we looked at each other, our faces were too close, like we would kiss each other any second, but i took a step back and free myself from his grip on my hands
"Umm... i can walk by myself from now, my house is there" i pointed at the house in the corner of the street
"I know that it's there" he said in a "duh" tone and looked at me
"Okay, i'll go now" it was hella awkward
"Okay, goodnight" Jungkook waved goodbye and turned to go
I walked up to my house and looked back until Jungkook dissapeared from my sight
I sighed and went in, it was quiet, i guess mom is asleep, i went straight up in my room
Mom was asleep in my bed with her phone in her hands
"Fuck" i cursed quietly
I quickly took my phone out of my bag and it was dead, i quickly ran to my desk and charged my phone, i turned it on and i had 25 missed calls and 17 SMSes
"Shiii" i was about to curse, but i covered my mouth when mom moved, luckily she didn't wake up so i put my phone on the desk, took my bag off and layed straight in my bed, with my clothe on, i layed next to my mom and fell asleep...

*DREAM*

i was walking down in a dark hall...
I didn't know where i was going...
I heard laughter....
Where is it coming from???
I heard voices
"Dumb Y/N" someone laughed
"Burn in hell you bitch!!!" other one laughed
I was shaking my head...
I saw croud of people laughing, than someone tuned around to face me, it was jimin with teary eyes, but he didn't look at me, it was like he looked through me i walked up to him
"Jimin!!" I screamed, he stood up and started getting near me...
He walked through me, i felt a deep pain
I looked at the crowd and walked up to them, the crowd started to leave and there was only one person left...
When i got near that someone, i clearly saw it was Jungkook standing in front of big picture of me, with a flower in his hand, i stood next to him, he had tear on his cheek
He wiped his tear and put the flower on the floor near my picture, he walked through me and left me alone with my picture...
I was looking at my picture for a while and it started to burn...

*END OF DREAM*

I woke up screaming, mom wasn't next to me, i pinched myself and touched my face
"I'm alive" i sighed in relief, i was sweaty and had teary eyes...
I got out of the bed and went to take a shower.
When i was only in a towel, i stood in fron of the mirror and looked at myself, i suddenly remembered my picture that i was looking at in my dream, i shook this thoughts out of my head and took the brush to brush my hear, while i was brushing it i took out a bunch of strings out of my hear
I looked at it for a second, than in the mirror, i quickly removed the hair from my hand and threw it in the trash bin, under the mirror stand
I brushed my finger through my hair and took out more strings
"Shit" i cursed and threw all the hair out, i pinned my hair in a bun and looked at myself
"I'm becaming bald" *sigh*
"GREAT" i screamed in sarcasm smiling sarcasticly.
I got dressed and quickly got out of the house, only taking one toast from the table and pecking mom's cheek...
I sat in the park nearby, i opened my bag to take out a notebook, to draw something and don't think about all that's happening, but noticed that my documents were still in my bag, i closed the bag really fast and sighed
"What's with me?" I asked myself
I got a text from Jimin saying

*meet me in the cafe near your house, please we need to talk, i'm not taking "no" as an answer*

I sighed and stood up from the seat.
I went straight to the coffee cafe, where jimin wanted to meet,
When i looked in the window, i saw him ordering something,
I went in and sat opposite of him awkwardly
"I ordered mocalatte, with ice cubes and cream, your favourite, btw it's too much sugar, you'll get fat if you don't change it to something else"
He smiled at me after finishing his awkward speech
"Like what?" I asked smiling
"Something more fresh, like juice"
"Only in your dreams" i said
"How are you?" His smile fell along with mine
"Great"
"If you don't want to tell me, i'll underst..."
"I have leukemia, stage 2, increasing quickly, i need Chemotherapy and other staff to heal" i cut him off
"When did it all start?" He asked
" if you don't want to tell m..."
"That day when i was sick at P.E class, it was like second day of school or like that" i said looking out of the window, i looked at him, he had teary eyes
"Umm...anyways let's change the subject, what about you? How are you? You had birthday yesterday after all" i tried to cheer him up
"Worst birthday ever"
He said quietly
Well my plan didn't work, now i have plus two people who know about this, i have to talk to Jin...
We drank our coffees awkwardly trying to change a talking subjects hundreds of times, Jimin even offered me, coming to Chemo with me, i refused and told him that i didn't want him to see me vomiting, we laughed a couple of times, but in whole it was horrible.
When we got out of the cafe he hugged me tight as a goodbye
"Remember i'm always by your side, promise?"
"Promise" i hugged him back....