Don't Leave Me... [JungkookxReader]

chapter 8

That awkward silence, it's soo deep that, I feel like i could touch the awkwardness
I buried my head in my hands on the desk to sleep but
He broke the silence
"You shouldn't have said that i kissed you" he said quietly
"I was angry, sorry" i said in sarcastic tone "well, you shouldn't have said that i'm not your friend!!" I almost yelled
"I was angry, sorry!" He mimiked me
"You want to start arguing again?" I looked at him
"No, i'm trying to make up, it's you who makes it worse" he looked at the floor
"Well i'm trying too"
"Now that everyone knows, that i kissed you, it really doesn't metter, she did the same thing after all..." he sighed
"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked in comforting tone and we made eyecontact
He nodded
He told me about the movies and that guy, i feel so bad for him and so angry about Yoona, i was right that i didn't like her
I don't blame jungkook for drinking and kissing me, well i felt like someone stabbed me in the chest, when he told me not to give the kiss any meaning, he didn't mean to, he sighed about 100 times
I love him and it's a good opportunity for me, but i don't want them to break up, i don't want him to lose her, i can feel how much he loves her, when he said Yoona cheated on him, he talked with watery eyes and i felt like crying too...
I'm glad that we made up.

*after school*
"Hey" i heard someones voice while walking out of school, i tuned to face jimin, jungkook's friend from their school group Bangtan
"Hi" i said awkwardly
"Don't be awkward with me, we are friends right?" He asked like he wasn't sure
"Of course!!" I nodded smiling
"Can i walk you home?" He asked waiting for the answer
"You know were i live??"
"No, i don't but you do right?" He laughed
"umm...i was waiting for my friends"
"Don't worry they are with guys"
He said smiling
"guys? What do you mean?"
We started walking in my house's direction while i asked
"You didn't know?" He asked "oh right, you were at detention"
"I missed something?" I asked curiously
"Yeah, a big thing, taehyung confessed to Irene and, well they are a thing now"
"That B, why didn't she tell me? Ah yeah, i was at detention, but still what kind of friendship is that?" I aske pouting
He giggled, i joined him

Jimin walked me home, when i was about to say goodbye whe i heared my mom"Y/N we are going"
"Where?" Jimin asked me quetly
"Just...umm"
"Y/N come on doctor called" mom yelled, oh no...
"Doctor?" He looked worried and curious
"Umm...i gotta go, sorry ,i'll text you" i told him nervously and ran to my mom
"But you don't know my number" i heared his giggle
"I'll ask jungkook" i yelled and got in the car with my mom
Before driving away i saw him waving and smiling.

I sighed before entering doctor's room
"Hello Y/N how have you been?"
"It's not like we haven't seen each other for that long" i said with sarcasm in my tone
Mom glared at me "don't be rude" she shout-whispered
Doctor kim smiled at us and i returned a little, but sarcastic smile
We sat and she started
"Well Y/N we got the answers and..." she sighed "your blood-forming organs produse increased numbers of immature leucocytes and.."
I cut her off "let's get it short, i have leukemia and i learned that stupidity in biology" i said while tears forming in my eyes i looked at mom
"I have to pee" i said trying not to cry, doctor kim sighed and nodded
When i got in the bathroom, i made sure nobody was there, i locked the door and slide down against it and started crying
I couldn't stop thinking about my whole life, i remembered everything, my dad dying, first day at school, that girl that bullied me when i was 7, than we became friends, than she left to america, than i met jungkook, my bestfriend, i fell in love and now i'm dying? What if i'll survive, leukemia can be healed right? What about my hair? People? They are going to pity me, what about girls? What about jungkook? How do i tell him....

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