Don't Leave Me... [JungkookxReader]

chapter 38

A/N
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Author's POV

It was awkward, Yoona kept looking around only not to look her in the eyes and Yumi understood that, but her heart broke seeing her only friend like this
-"are you going to order anything?"
-"I'm not hungry" Yoona answered politely and softly
-"Typical, are you still onto that?"
-"Onto what? I just had dinner" she got a little more irritated by Yumi's remark
-"you're getting defensive, the symptoms are showing easily" Yumi said with worry in her eyes but Yoona became angrier and angrier as time went on
-"look I'm eating fine okay? Just stop this bullshit and get to the point already, why am I here?" Yoona said quietly but with a hint of aggression in her voice.

Yumi cleared her throat and began

-"umm so I heard you're going to live with your father in france"
-"I don't really have a choice"
-"what if you do, will you still go?"
-"look I don't have time for all of this so can you get to the point"
-"so your father didn't tell you about what my mother asked?"
-"I don't really talk to him"
-"you don't have to go, you have a choice you can either go or live with us"

Yoona felt at ease, having a choice ment so much for her that she went speechless, she wanted to refuse so badly but couldn't say a word and Yumi saw right through her, seeing how much Yoona was trying to hide her interest mad her feel happy...

The awkwardness came flying back to the cafe as both of them went quiet, Yoona sighed and looked up from the floor to look Yumi in the eyes and say
-"I wish all of this was that easy, then I would rethink our plans"
Yumi's eyebrows jumped at that, she quickly remembered what Yoona was talking about
-"don't you just want to go back to the day we moved schools, maybe we would actually get a chance to go and live in Italy and marry handsome billionaires, just how we have been planning since we were children" Yoona said and Yumi's heart sank at that, she knew that she only had herself to blame about the move, because of how much of a troublemaker she always was
-"I'm sorry for everything, for the school stuff, for Jungkook and for the school stuff again" Yumi said calmly with a tone of regret in her voice
-"are those it?"
-"I'm sorry for leaving you alone"...
Yoona nodded
They went quiet yet again...

Y/N's POV
-"hey what's wrong with Jungkook?" Jimin asked rushing in the wand and sitting on the small couch
"Just met him at the door he seemed irritated and didn't even say hi to me"
-"wow, does this place have any doors?"
-"hey hey don't come at me, I didn't do anything" I looked at him and saw worry in his eyes and I knew he noticed that me and Jungkook just had a fight

He sighed and pointed to the couch, I didn't sit next to him, I want to be alone and I don't know how to tell him that
His brows jumped at my clear gesture of being annoyed

-"okay, let me know what you guys argued about, will you?"
-"It's kind of private if you don't mind" I said coldly
-"stop being like this, why is everyone so rude to me today, this is making me upset"
-"look, I'm sorry Jimin, but I'm not really in the mood of talking right now, I feel exhausted and hurt so can you like-"
-"Y/N, I was by your side for all of this time and now you expect me to leave you like this, I'm not going anywhere until you calm down and talk to me, I hate seeing you like this, so tell me what's going on?"

He was right, why is everyone right but me, this is infuriating
I hate myself, I am such a jerk, how could I push Jimin away, I am pathetic, but this question broke me I can say so many things, but it's like my tongue is frozen and i can't say a word but I know I need to tell him the truth

"I don't think I will be able to live till the end of this semester" I said and I saw how his expression dropped
"I haven't told Jungkook that yet, he didn't listen, he said that I've become selfish and pathetic, I never wanted to make him see me that way, do you think that I'm selfish?" I said as I felt my eyes water

"Of course not" Jimin said standing up, he sat next to me and hugged me while I cried on his shoulder...

At that moment only thing I could think about was how little of time I had and the things I wanted to do, just like all of those movies about teenagers who are going to die. But they do always die in the end.
I have things I want to do, and people I want to love and be around with, I know I might be selfish but I never wanted to seem like that, I just wanted him to live his life to the fullest without bringing me food, feeding me and taking me to the bathroom and back, because I might not be able to do simple things like those, I don't want him to spend his last semester of school taking care of me, what about his education, his dreams, I know I am being overdramatic but I don't want anyone to miss their opportunities because of me....

Jimin's POV
"Pick up you fucking idiot!!" I almost screamed at my phone
-"what do you want?" Jungkook said with an annoying voice
-"you need to fucking come here right fucking now!"
-"can't you talk a little bit more clearly? you are breathing too heavily Jimin, I don't have time for your bullshit"
-"I'm at Y/N's hospital" I said after taking a breath
-"I'll be there in a second" he said and hung up

The hospital is a mess, a shitshow, nobody's letting me near her wand and I don't know what to do, I've never felt this powerless...