Don't Leave Me... [JungkookxReader]

chapter 29

A/N
SURPRISE!!!
I AM BACK and NO This is not a dream!
I have beed gone for these three weeks not from only wattpad, from whole social media, okay i'm kind of exaggerating, but
I am really really really SORRY for not updating, i have had a lot of problems i almost failed two exams BUT i got lucky and passed them and other problems about school and mom and teen problems you know what i'm saying?
So yeah, i'm really thankful to those who have been wishing me a happy birthday i really had a happy one, and i also am really thankful to those who have been supporting and not leaving this fanfic aside while i wasn't updating.
LOVE YOU ALL❤❤❤
P.S: Sorry for the mistakes it's dawn here and i haven't slept so i couldn't really edit it much so enjoyyy!
P.S.S: I tried to make this chapter as long as possible and i will update the camp scene in about two days, i'm also making this author's note really long lol😂

Your P.O.V
The class was excited and happy that we will be camping on the next weekends, but what about me? i sat nervously eyeing Irene and Lisa, who had class with me, why do i have this bad feeling that i will not be able to go???

"Do you think you can come?" Nayeon asked, sitting on my bed in my room, while i was sitting on the floor next to the mirror, staring at my shaved head
"I don't know" i said quietly still staring
"Stop staring at your head, you can't change the fact that you look like a bowling ball" Lisa said and laughed, others laughed along with her, i got angry and stood up
"I'll go eat, i'm hungry!!!" I said laudly to break through their laughter, it worked successfuly and they all looked at me
"Don't be mad, it kind of suits you" Irene said trying to calm me and Cheng nodded
"Kind of?" I asked angrily and walked out of the room heading to the kitchen
"Hey, wait, i didn't mean to upset you!" Lisa screamed following me
I walked in the kitchen and called mom who was in the living room watching TV
"I'm hungry!! mom!" She came up to me right away

We all ate together and after eating mom told me we had to go to the hospital to ask about camping. Girls went home and i got dressed to go to the hospital...

"I don't think you can go camping" doctor Yura said looking at my documents
"What? no...but..." i felt angry
"But i'm perfectly fine, i can walk, run and my head doesn't hurt i also didn't have any nosebleeding, i also can dance if you want" i danced a bit and looked at Yura, smiling nervously
"See, i can! so please do something about it, i want to go, no! i have to"
"Okay, only if your mom be there" Yura said and put the documents on the table, she stood up
"What? No!" I felt like crying
"Mom can't come, people will laugh at me say things like i'm a child and don't go around without my mom and everything like that"
"i'm sorry, but you can't go without anyone taking care of you"
"But, but Jimin will be there" i tried my best
"you know, that boy who kept bringing me here and also stayed here taking care of me, he can take care of me there too, also my friend Irene, she has a mother nature and can take a really good care of me" i didn't stop talking, mom stayed quiet
"You are not going to give up, aren't you?" Yura asked smiling
"No" i said
"Okay, go, but you will contact me if anything, also if you feel bad you will call ambulance right away, got it?" She said to me, i was still shook that i'm am going!!!!

When i went home, the first thing i did was taking off my fake short bob wig that hurted my scalp alot, it was damn itchy!!!
Why was it important that i'm going camping? Because i haven't been on the last one, that was two years ago.
Why haven't i been there?
Because, i was spending whole week crying over Jungkook having his first girlfriend ever, we were 15 then.

*FLASHBACK*

"I want a girlfriend" Jungkook turned to me, we were eating an ice cream and i choked on it after hearing what he said, i turned to him
"Yeah, of course, go ahead!" I said sarcasticly, wishing he had asked me out, but he continued talking
"You know that hot new girl? She is a good candidate for me" he said
"Well great then, let's see how she'll reject you" i said again smiling to myself
"She won't! I'm pretty hot" he said looking down on his body
"Hohooo! You're a big boy! aren't you?" I laughed
"Yes, I am" he was being all confident but laughed along with me
"But you have a big problem!" I said finishing my laughter and my ice cream
"What is it?" He asked curiously
"You...are...SHY AROUND GIRLS" i said and laughed
"Shut up!" He got a bit angry about his insecurity
"No, it's so true" i said
"You have no experiance!" I continued
"Yeah, i have to do something about it" he said and looked down thinking for a moment, then he looked up at me and said
"Let's go on a date?"
WTF
We went to the cinema, after i spend all day till 7, trying on clothes to look good on my first date ever, but i instead looked like a history teacher...
I was so angry at myself for choosing the wrong outfit, but Jungkook looked impressed by my hardwork
"Sooo?"
I aksed posing and being all pretty
"Wow! You have put an extra effort in it, it's just a practise, chill" he said and turned to buy popcorn,
OUCH that was a painful phrase, just a practice? You call my first date ever "just a practice"??? I felt like killing him, he is so cruel, i looked down on myself and felt angry, really angry.
We watched one superhero movie, it wasn't romantic neather scary, so that i could hug him pretending i was scared, i was really bored but he seemed to enjoy it so i didn't say a thing.
That was how my first ever date ended, terribly right?
The next day Jungkook got the courage to ask that "hot new girl" out, whoose name was apparently Mina, she was Jungkook's first ever girlfriend and she also was the first person i ever hated...