Fuck My Life

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I rolled over to the side of my bed to feel someone there.  Peaking over the comfy blankets, I saw a sleeping Liam.  His blonde hair was everywhere.  His mouth was slightly parted and his long eyelashes reached out to his cheek.  He is a peaceful sleeper.  Faint sounds came from him as my eyes trailed his face.  He had a little freckle under his nose.  I rolled back to face the door to his room.  I replayed last nights events over and over.  I felt tears dating to fall.

Getting out of his bed, I used the restroom and ran my fingers through my hair.  I looked horrible.  My eyes were swollen and my face looked puffy.  My cheeks were painted in red and my hair was everywhere.  I looked beat.  To fix a bit of it, I tied it up and threw the hoodie over me.  I grabbed my glasses, hiding my eyes a tiny bit.  I went out of the bathroom and wrote a note, leaving it on his nightstand.

Strolling through the halls, my mind raced with what I could say.  I wanted to scream and hit him, but that wouldn't be rational.  I wanted to kiss him and make him say it was a mistake, but that wasn't rational either.  I came face to face with the door, trembling as I unlocked it.  Peering in I noticed the beds were made and he wasn't there.  I was taken back, but a bit of me was happy he wasn't here.  I rushed in and changed from my clothes.  Taking a shower first!

Once done with getting ready, I grabbed my keys and bag and went to class

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Once done with getting ready, I grabbed my keys and bag and went to class.  I couldn't pay attention to the professor.  He was going over everything I knew already!  I leaned back and closed my eyes.  I could care less if I get in trouble or asked to explain what he said.  I'm one of those kids who can just sit here and listen to a lecture and remember it.  

After we were excused from class, this guy comes up to me and leaves a note on my desk.  I watch as he scurried out of the room as if someone was after him.  I tilted my head in confusion. Packing everything up, I get up and leave the note alone.  I then head to the cafeteria to meet up with Bentley.

"Hey Sugar, I heard what happened," he pulls me into a bone crushing hug.  Patting my head like I was a dog as well!  

"Well it's nothing.  He's stupid to do that.  That just told me he never loved me and I bet I can find someone better," pushing away from his hug.  I ordered once again a plate of mac and cheese.  

We sat down at one of the tables, talking about random stuff.  I come to find out that Bentley ran into this cute guy and found out he was also gay!  He and him talked a bit and are now having a date this Saturday!  As we spoke Edward, Vincent, and Kendal came up.  

"Hey I heard that Valfrid is a dick," Edward sat down with his arm around Kendal.  I picked up my fork, stuffing my face with mac and cheese.

"Don't sweat it, any guy here would want you," Vincent takes a bit of my food.  I sent daggers at him and shield my food from him.  

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