Secret Touch | MarkBam |

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Hey guys, it's been awhile.. 😅 I want to start this off with a thank you to everyone who wished me good luck on my surgery. Everything went well. So thank you all again it means a lot. 💜💜💜

I'm sorry it has taken me over two months to update I feel awful. I was out of school for two weeks and then had a lot of make up work to do, then I had super important tests to take after that. So, that took a little over a month of my time. Then, the rest is all my fault since I procrastinated horribly so I deeply apologise.

Anyway, I've kept you all waiting long enough so there will be a double update! 😊💜

Jackson ran all the way home without looking back. He needed to get away from that house and get those images and noises out of his head. They kept replaying in his mind over and over again like a broken record.

His legs carried him all the way home -- thankful he made it there without tripping.

Jackson huffed as he shut the door behind him and used the last of his energy to jog up the stairs. He made it up to his room and swore he's never been happier to see the clothes that covered his floor and the other miscellaneous items that decorated it as well.

The frustrated and confused teenager flopped down on his bed and stared at the ceiling. Another heavy breath of air was expelled from his lungs as he thought about what he had just witnessed -- as scarring and disturbing as it was.

It wasn't the fact that Jackson was jealous of what he saw, it was just the fact that he didn't want to see something like that ever. Never in his life had Jackson wanted to see his best friend being intimate with anyone. He's never even thought about being with BamBam in that way himself!

But none of those things were the point. The fact of the matter was Mark had won BamBam over. Mark probably manipulated poor, innocent BamBam into thinking he had feelings for him when all he wanted was the sophomore's body. It was disgusting. But there was nothing Jackson could do. Once BamBam made up his mind there was no going back. Even if he spoke up, BamBam would still deny Jackson's accusations towards Mark. Mark would have made BamBam feel like the naive boy was the only one for him.

So it was decided. Jackson would let BamBam do as he pleased -- he was his own person after all. The boy can make his own decisions and mistakes.

   
     
     
    

For the past week Jackson has distanced himself from BamBam yet again. The whole ordeal confused BamBam to no end. Jackson and him were supposed to be rebuilding their friendship -- weren't they? But BamBam decided to brush it off and think nothing of it. They were only starting to rebuild their relationship so it could be considered normal for it to still be a little awkward between the two.

BamBam just didn't have to know the reason Jackson was avoiding him. Jackson still had trouble getting those lewd images of his friend out of his head. Looking at the younger the same way he did before was a challenge.

While Jackson avoiding him had the sixteen year old down, there seemed to be a small upside. BamBam had been spending more time with Mark.

Spending more time with Mark didn't mean more sex, it actually meant getting to know him more and staying at each other's houses for a couple hours or even spending the night more often. BamBam was happy and Mark was too.

BamBam learned more of Mark's likes besides volleyball. He learned that Mark loved strawberries and mangoes, not only because the older loved the taste of the sweet fruits, but they also helped with keeping skin free of blemishes and impurities. He also learned that Mark didn't like sour things, loved pranks, and somehow got scared easily. He now knew more about Mark but was still so excited to learn every little thing about him.