Secret Touch | MarkBam |

Clarifications and Farewells

Wow, hello readers. It's been awhile hasn't it? I have a lot I need to say and I'm not sure how to go about it so I guess I'll just go for it.

Firstly, I want to apologize to the readers that stuck with me and read every update, commented and liked my chapters and just supported me and my writing. I want to apologize to readers that recently found this book and started reading because it isn't finished and more than likely never will be. I just want to say a big I'm sorry to all of you.

When I read fanfiction I always got sad when I got so heavily into a book and found out it wasn't completed. So when I started writing my own I would always tell myself that I wouldn't just stop writing because I didn't want to disappoint my readers. I know what it's like to be completely invested in a story that is left without an ending and for doing that to all of you I deeply apologize.

When I started writing Secret Touch I was invested in writing and had the time to do so, but once I got a job I lost a lot of that time. Between school and work I lost a lot of my free time. I picked up many shifts just because I wanted the money and wanted to work hard. My only free time was the hour I used to come home, eat and get ready for work and maybe the day or two I had off. I'm not asking for pity or anything here because hard work is a part of life and I'm glad my hard work is helping me be successful today because tomorrow it could be overlooked.

Now it's my senior year in high school and I'm still working and getting ready to go away to my dream culinary school. I rarely have time to see my family let alone read and write. But I'm happy and that is what is most important to me. My life is going in the direction I want it to and that's all I could ask for.

Secondly, I don't want any of you to feel like I've forgotten your support and love you have given me. I've seen all of your comments and likes on this book while I've been inactive and I'm thankful for them. You all made me want to continue this book but sadly I do not have the time. There are many times I wanted to write again but just couldn't. There are many times I wanted to write this last author's note but I just couldn't.

When I saw GOT7 this past July and got back to my hotel I got the sudden drive to write again but I knew I just didn't have the time. (There was a godly MB moment that happened in NY that inspired me to write but I couldn't.)

Many of my irl friends have asked me to write this book again and I feel awful because I can't bring myself to write this story. I used to refer to this story as "my child" because I loved it so much. Now when I comeback to read this I honestly cringe. My writing wasn't as good as it could have been. It was my first time writing anything smutty and I just cringe so bad reading this. It also doesn't help I have such a bad habit of comparing my writing to others. Everyone does that but my writing in this story is just mediocre.

Lastly, I want to say thank you again for reading this story. It is a small little part of my life. I read fanfiction for years and to write a story of my own made me happy and I'm happy that people actually enjoyed it even though it could have been so much more.

There is a chance in the future that I may come back to this story and revamp everything or just continue but I'm not going to give any of you false hope because this has a very slim chance of happening. So because this may never happen I will always leave this story up for anyone to read and reread as they please. I may not be proud of this story as much as I would like to be but someone else might find joy in this story and that's more than enough for me.

So again thank you readers, all of you, very much and Farewell. I hope all of you have successful lives and get to see our boys GOT7 someday because they are truly a blessing to this earth.

Thank you.