A/N: okay, can I just say "yes!!" Happy is just.... mmm! Anyways, I know I post the outfits a lot(I use Polyvore) it's just something fun and extra that I like to do.
It would mean the world if I could get a few more votes and maybe a comment or two! I really want to keep posting! But I want to get some feed back also. I hope you enjoy this chapter!
Two weeks had gone by since the visit to Bakersfield and Happy and I were closer than ever, things were going good. I had been working with Luann at CaraCara and helping her with the business side of things. I liked it there. I liked that I was actually doing something with my life, feeling useful.I finished getting ready for my day and slipped on a sundress that stepped at the top of my thighs. I slipped the sandals on and grabbed my purse before grabbing my phone and walking out into the club house. I saw a few of the guys standing around the table outside of church. I gave them a small wave as I walked by but Happy caught up to me, placing his hand on my back to stop me.
"You staying for that party tonight?" He asked me, referring to the wrap party that would be happening at Caracara later that night. I nodded my head, yes. "I'll see you there then." He gave me a nod and I went my way.
The thought of Happy going to the wrap party left me feeling sick. We hadn't done anything further than kiss because I was still afraid of it and he hadn't been with anyone else. I was worried that tonight would be the night that he found someone who could take care of his needs. I knew that he had needs and I knew that he was a Son, any girl at that wrap party would jump at the chance to be with him.
"What's with the frown?" Luann asked when I walked into the studio. She was sitting in her director's seat while she was waiting to start filming. I shrugged, not wanting to tell her, but she wouldn't let me off that easily. "Oh, come on, open up to your God Mother. What's bothering you, baby?"
I stood in front of her, looking around to make sure that no one else was within ear shot. She got the hint and took my hand, leading me into her office and shutting the door. I took a deep breath and then I told her the truth.
"Happy is coming to the party tonight."
"Of course." She nodded for me to continue, as if it was common sense.
"Any girl there would die at a chance to get him in their beds..."
"Carmen, I can't lie. That's all true but what's the problem? He is in your bed every night. Isn't he?"
"Well he is but he isn't." I blushed and looked down at my hands.
"What are you talking about?" She looked extremely confused but when I stayed quiet and raised my eyebrows, she got it. "Oh! You're telling me you haven't let him have it? Honey you've been sleeping in the same bed with the man for over a month. What's going on?"
Now she was worried, seeing Luann worried about me always made me smile. Her eyes got big and her brow furrowed. Otto and Luann didn't have any children of their own, so they took their roles as God Parents very seriously.
"I'm just... I'm scared Luann. For so long it was just taken away from me and now I'm not sure I know how to give it." She gave me a sad look before pulling me into her arms.
"Happy must love you baby girl. He has been by your side for over a month... he wouldn't throw it away now. But I do have to be honest with you. He is a man, Carmen, even Happy has needs." I knew that she was right but I didn't know what to say. "Carmen, it's about time to mark your territory and there is only one way to do it." She gave me a knowing look and I nodded, showing her that I understood.
We walked back out to the main studio and I helped her get things set up. When we were done setting up I got a hug from Lyla who came up from behind me.
"Hey girl, are you excited for tonight?" She asked me and I gave her a shrug.
"I guess." I got a long with most of the girls but there were a few who I couldn't stand. As if on cue, Ima walked in. She gave me one of her signature 'I'm a bitch' looks.
"Hey Carmen, was Happy planning on coming by tonight?" She rolled a strand of her hair around her finger and batted her eye lashes.
"Really Ima?" Lyla said, she also didn't like the girl.
"I'm just asking." She shrugs and I roll my eyes.
"If you're trying to get your legs around him. It's not going to happen." Lyla was still standing in my defense and I found it amusing.
"Let her try, I'll find it entertaining to watch him turn her down." Ima didn't like that so much. She glared before going her own way. It was going to be an eventful night.
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When the guys showed up that night, the party was already kicking. The music was loud, the alcohol was flowing and the girls were more than available. I had been sitting in the back with Lyla by my side when she noticed Opie walk in with the others by his side. Lyla stood to her feet and met Opie half way.
I smiled as I watched them. It was good to see Opie doing so well after what happened to Donna. I was glad he got a second chance.
I caught Happy walking in and saw him looking around with thoughtful eyes. He was looking for me but I didn't move. I wanted to see how he handled the girls without knowing I was watching.
I watched as porn star, named Cara, walk over to him. She hooked her left hand into the pocket of jeans and gave him a playful tease by tugging at them. I couldn't hear what she said but my eyes went wide with surprise when I saw Happy look down at her with angry eyes and I saw his mouth form the word 'No". He took her wrist and removed her touch from him before walking around her.
I couldn't believe it! Happy wanted nothing to do with them. He saw Lyla and asked her something before she pointed at me. He nodded and then his eyes met mine from across the studio. I stood to my feet as he reached me and didn't waste any time before wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling his lips down to mine. He kissed me back hard. I pushed my body against his as he pulled me closer and a small moan left my mouth as his lips went to my neck.
I pulled away and caught Luann smirking as I took Happy by the hand, leading him out the door and away from the party.
"Where you taking me, woman?" He asked before we actually got outside. I looked at him over my shoulder and apparently my eyes said it all because his eyes darkened with lust.
"We can stay and party here or you can take me home and have your way with me. Your choice."
My feet left the ground the moment we were under the stars as he lifted me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist. He kissed me deeply until he was setting me down on the back of his Harley. I guess I had his answer.
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To Love a Son
FanfictionCarmen Marie Teller is the daughter of Gemma and John Teller and the younger sister of Jax Teller. Her past isn't an easy one and when she finds herself in some trouble, she goes to the only place where she knows she'll be safe. Charming, California...