To Love a Son

Thirty.

                   

The smell of cheeseburgers wafted out of the brown paper bag in my left hand as I made my way towards the club house. My eyes were glued to my phone in my right hand as I scrolled through some emails.

"That for me?" Kozik's voice broke me out of my train of thought and I looked up just in time to see Happy walk past Kozik towards me.

"You wish." His deep voice met my ears and I couldn't help but smile as I handed him the bag. He pulled me under his left arm and led me towards the club house. I reached behind him and grabbed his ass, causing him to raise a brow. "Lunch can wait."

"Sorry babe, I don't even have time for a quickie, I got to get back to the studio."

The look he shot me was one of unbelief. "Just stick around for a few minutes while we eat." He didn't give me a choice, he led me to the table and pushed me gently into a seat before pulling out our food. I watched in amusement as he slid my burger and fries towards me before biting into his own. "Eat." He commanded with his mouth full and I couldn't argue.

Halfway through the meal my mom walked through with a smirk on her face as she looked between Happy and myself.  She stopped near the table, crossed her arms and offered Happy a nod before turning to talk to me.

"I need to do some Christmas shopping, you coming?"

"Can't ma, I shouldn't have even sat down for lunch. I need to get back to the studio."

"They can't film one scene without you? When did you become the sex specialist?" Sarcasm dripped from her words.

I caught the smile that slid to Happy's lips. "I don't know Gem, I think for a while."

Snorting, I tried to hide my laugh but by mother's dirty look, I didn't succeed.

"Not the shit I needed to know, Hap." She shook her head before looking back to me. "Well, are you coming?" She was so used to getting her way, I knew where I got my sass from.

"No, I'm going to finish up here. How about we go shopping on Saturday?"

"Yeah, whatever." She responded before leaving Hap and I alone.

Hap shook his head, still smirking, as his hand went to my thigh, giving it a tight squeeze. I bag up our trash while he just stares at me and when I'm done, I give him a questioning look.

"What is it, Hap?"

"You're beautiful."

I was almost taken back by his compliment, it wasn't a normal thing for him. I knew he loved me, I knew I was his old lady and he wasn't going anywhere but compliments were just strange.

"Stop being silly." I stand up to leave but he takes my hand in his, stopping me.

"You want to marry me, don't you?" His raspy voice saying those words made my heart race. He looked so serious, the easiness of before had disappeared. His eyes searched mine and I went to answer him but never got the chance.

"COPS!" Opie yelled out through the club house and we all turned to see the screen just in time to see that we were about to be raided.

They burst through the doors with their guns raised and yelling for us to get down on the floor. I was so confused and in shock that I didn't move quick enough. Happy quickly grabbed me in attempt to get me down but before I could, a cop grabbed me, yanking me from Happy's arms and causing a yell to leave my mouth.

"Get your fucking hands off her!" Happy made a move to reach me but three guns being pointed at his head made him stop, that didn't mean he wasn't fuming as the cop threw me to the ground. He quickly got down himself and held my eyes in his own. I tried not to cry but I was scared and being thrown around only made me remember the things I had gone through with Weston.