It has been utterly impossible to keep Johnny's hands off of me. Ever since he asked Claudia about being a big sister, his hands have been plastered to me. We've been trying for a baby every other day for the past four weeks, and we've made love everywhere from our bedroom, to the garage, to Johnny's dressing room when we went for his interviews and photography shoots. We even made love in the car! As of right now, he's rolling off of me on our bed, gasping for air. My chest was rising and falling violently and he said, "Holy shit, Christine. That was amazing!" He pulled me to his chest and lit a cigarette. I knew that after that cigarette, he would be ready to go again. He was like a damn Energizer bunny! But I didn't mind it. I smiled as I slipped under the covers to try a new way of pleasing.
A week passed, and I was at the super market buying pregnancy tests. I bought the most expensive kind because I knew that they would work the best. I walked up to the counter and sat them down. "I'd like to buy these please."
I drove home and saw Johnny's car in the driveway, then I parked and got out. I shut the door and went inside to see the cutest thing ever. Johnny was asleep on the couch and with Claudia also asleep on his chest. I quietly shut the door and go into the bathroom to take the test. I locked the door and followed the directions and when I was done I read on the box and it took twenty minutes for the results. Then I heard a knock on the door and Johnny's deep, raspy voice. "Babe, are you in there?" I panicked a bit and called, "Yeah. Give me a minute." I put the cap on the tests and picked up the boxes and unlocked the door. I sped past Johnny and he asked, "Where are you going?" "To go smoke!" I called back. I went into the garage and sat in an old office chair as I waited for the results. When I thought that twenty minutes was up I looked down at the tests and my heart dropped. All of them were negative and that's when I heard Johnny coming up from behind me. "You got the tests?" I turned in the chair and a tear fell down my cheek. "I'm sorry, Johnny. I'm not pregnant." I gave him the tests and I hurried my face in my hands. Johnny pulled me up and hugged me to his chest. "Baby, is it me?" I shrugged my shoulders. "I'm not sure." He kissed my forehead. "We can adopt." I shook my head and said, "No Johnny. I want to to be our baby. Not anyone else's." He wiped my tears. "We can go to a specialist, Christine. I'm sure that they can do something, baby." I nodded and looked into his eyes. "I'm so sorry, Johnny." He stroked my cheek and I traced the hair on his upper lip. "It's ok, baby. It's ok."
DJ: Awwww, they didn't get pregnant. :) Maybe in the next chapter, all can go well. Please comment and vote for me. Add Abandoned Love to your library if you haven't already and thanks so much for reading :) Love you guys!
