the neighbor
has been watching
me cry from her
balcony, resting the
tip of what appears
as a flickering ember
in the dark on her
solemn lipsshe always watches,
when i sing, and now
as i cry on a chair by
the pool-- she has seen
darker parts of me than
the people i trust most,
and she is a stranger,
one i have only ever
seen in the shadows
of her balcony, lit
by the cigarette in
her shaking gripi begin to think
of her as invincible,
despite the tar that
gathers now in her
broken, mortal lungs

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i wouldn't call it poetry
Poetrybasically, this is like less than half of my poetry journal. umm... here you go UPDATE: 12/20/17 I've been going through the long process of cleaning up my account so it'll be presentable for the now multiple people at school who want to read my emb...