on hold

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for the first
time in my life,
i wish i was normal,
and i think of buccee's
and a meaningless
boyfriend

where did the
laughter of the
morning go?
where is my
ignorance now?

i take a breath
and put life on hold
until tomorrow

i'll pause my life
until it's gone and
i'm over, i'll pause
my life until it finds me,
like a bitter old friend

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