loud

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everyone is loud
so very, very loud
and i shouldn't
complain, because
often i am very,
very loud as well

but i am loud because
i have to scream to be heard

they don't need to scream
for me to hear them,
i hear them too well,
i am trying to breathe
through their voices,
i am trying to hear
the quiet that exists
in my soft headphones
and the girl beside me

but even if i shut my eyes
and try very, very hard,
they drown out my mind

and i wonder why they
can't scream over my
thoughts when that's
exactly what i need

i don't need it now
my mind is blank
blank blank blank
and i can't enjoy it
because my ears ring
with their chatter

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