The Girl From My Past {h.s. au} #wattys2018

Chapter 12

**Imma talk about Harry on SNL at the end of this chapter so y'all can read that if ya wanna**
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My eyes slowly fluttered openly, my lashes sticking together. I squinted through the bright light that invaded my eyes.

I was startled when I realized there was a face in front of mine. My eyes slowly made out a pair of intense green eyes.

I gasped loudly, sitting up straight. I was breathing and gasping so much, you'd think I had just been drowning.

I looked over at Harry with wide eyes. "Luci is back. So is Zayn."

His face hardened with concern, his thumb rubbing the back of my hand soothingly.

"Princess, are you sure?"

"Of course I'm sure!" I almost laughed.

Edna sighed from beside me. I shifted around in the bed I laid on. She looked up at me before quickly looking away.

"Zayn told me something, when I was inside I mind." I began with furrowed eyebrows. "He said that because I broke a part of the deal...something is going to happen to me."

"What? What's going to happen?" Harry asked, gripping my hand harder.

I ignored him, looking at Edna with hard eyes. Her lips parted before turning back into a tight line.

"He said I'm going to disappear. But you already knew this. Didn't you, Edna?"

She looked up at me before slumping her shoulders in shame. She gave me a weak nod. I blinked back my tears as I heard a whimper escape Harry's lips.

"But she can't." His voice cracked as he pulled me into his chest. "She can't leave me."

I reached up, cupping his face in my hands. I pressed a soft kiss to his forehead, causing his eyes to snap close. Edna took this chance to quietly slip out the door unnoticed.

A single tear escaped his left eye. I leaned up, quickly kissing it away. I pressed another kiss to his jaw before pulling away, sniffling.

My own eyes had welled up with tears by now. I hated seeing him so broken. He looked so vulnerable and I just couldn't stand it.

"It's ok, Harry." I sniffed loudly. "We'll figure it out. Promise."

He shook his head, making his curls fall all over his face. "No, you don't understand. I can't loose you, Rosie. You know how much I love you. You know I'd do anything for you. But you don't know how emptied I've felt. You don't know how weak I am. I'm not strong enough."

I smiled sadly at him. "We've been through this once, we can get through it again. I'm not strong enough either, I fear. But we're stronger when we're together."

He dipped his head down, pressing quick wet kisses all over my face. I giggled, pushing him away slightly. He grinned, showing off his gorgeous dimples.

My fingers felt a bit tingling, making me frown. I pulled away from Harry, looking down at my hands.

My eyes widened, jaw slacking open as I stared down at them. You could just faintly see the outline of where my fingers once were.

I peered up at Harry who's eyes were full of pure horror. His cheeks were bright red from tears.

"Harry..." I whispered, turning my hands around.

Before he could say anything, a small voice erupted from the doorway.

"W-what's wrong with mommy?" Edward cried with Darcy wrapped tightly in his arms.