Adopted (a Fall Out Boy/Pete Wentz fan fic)

Chapter 79

Brandie's pov 

Everyone looked at me, and my breath hitched. She was here. She was right there. Becka was alive. 

She stood up and stood in front of my smiling sheepishly, "Hey B." 

Everyone scattered and I backed up saying, "How? When? What the fuck?!" 

Someone knocked and Mrs. Cramer opened the door. I heard Ryan's voice and I turned around as he appeared in the doorway. His eyes widened and he hollered, 

"Becka?! What the hell!?" 

Becka jumped and started stuttering. I just stared at her. There was no way this was happening. Becka was dead. I tried to save her. The doctors tried. She died. Wait. What if they did revive her. It was a closed casket wake. I didn't see her body after the hospital. And that would explain the picture. 

My back hit the wall and I slid down it; my heart racing. It started getting harder to breath and I tried to calm myself down. There was no way I was having an anxiety/panic attack. I haven't had one in years. No one noticed. They were all too busy yelling. Like mom and dad fighting about the drugs every night. Like when mom hit me around and dad saw. 

After a few more minutes I couldn't calm down and I wasn't getting better. Finally I let out an ear piercing scream. They continued yelling as if they hadn't heard me. 

I grabbed my crutches and lifted myself up. I pushed past them outside. Once the cold air hit my face I was able to slow my breathing down. My heart was still racing, and I had a pain in my chest. I just needed to calm down. I needed to figure out what was going on.