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Denny / HYSTG's Note: Pardon the grammar, I did not take time to edit this and I admit my tenses suck. I know my English is not very good at all but just bear with it. Okehh?XD
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"So you're dying, what's your plan now?"
"I'll bargain 10 important people with God."
"Huh? Bargain? What do you mean?"
"I'll collect 10 signatures and pass the contract to God when I meet Him."
"I don't get you."
"I hope God does."
10 Signatures to Bargain with God
HaveYouSeenThisGirL © 2011
You can't stay forever...
You don't live always...
You are limited...
There is a finishing line.
But after the line, is the beginning.
It takes 10 signatures.
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( Introduction to the Contract )
It's normal that people die, people leave. Yet the normality we can't accept. We often say to ourselves, "I want a normal life" but a lot of us doesn't even know what normal means in life. We're all abnormal in our way of thinking.
I am abnormal.
"What's on your mind?"
I switch back to reality when I heard his voice. I turn my head to his direction and give him a defeated smile, "Mamamatay na ako diba?"
He twitches for a second then he pats my head, "It's normal."
What I like about him is he doesn't give me lies just to comfort me. What's the point of telling someone everything's gonna be alright if it's not, right? He comforts me honestly. The truth hurts but the lies are worse.
"Should I believe your father?" his father is the one who told me that I only have 2weeks or less to live, his father is my doctor.
"I don't know, my biological father is not a God. But our Father is." he points up with his forefinger. I know who he is talking about.
We're Catholics but the thing is, I am not such a good Catholic. I don't go to Sunday mass neither do I pray or genuflect when I passby the church. I don't have the Catholic attitude but I do believe that there is someone up there that owns us, my parents told me that when I was little. We call him God.
"If I believe in Him, it only means that I should also believe that these current events in my life are normal."
"Of course. Dying is normal."
I have not expected those words, dying is normal. He even said it abruptly.
I raise my feet and place it on the bench were we are sitting, I hug it tightly laying my head on my knees, without looking at him I said, "Are you telling me that I should accept everything? That I'm really dying?"
He places his hand around my shoulder and kisses the top of my head, "I did not say you'll have to accept it, what I'm saying is... do not be afraid of it."
Thoughts flushes in my mind crazily, I find it hard to comprehend with my own thoughts. I put down my feet then face my boyfriend and hug him tightly. I've decided something...
