Razor blades, starvation, and suicidal thoughts. The core things in Atsushi's life. 'What happened to me' The question he always asks himself. It wasn't always like this.
"Atsushi, you look fatigue, are you okay? Yosano questioned
"I'm fine." he smiled softly.
'I put the fat in fatigue'
Anorexia, Atsushi found comfort in the name ana. He believed it would help him.
"Okay, you haven't been eating much recently though. I can help if something is happening"
"Thanks, but I'm perfectly okay."
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"Atsushi?!" Kunikida asked
"He's awake, thank goodness" said a nurse
"Where am I? What happened?"
What happened
"You passed out." Dazai informed. "Due to extreme malnutrition. Please explain."
"...."
"God Atsushi, I haven't seen you eat in weeks. How long?" Dazai asked
"How long of what?"
"How long has it been since you ate?"
"...."
"Tell us the truth."
The whole agency was there
"Three days."
"I need to speak to him in private." A doctor said.
Save me from this hell.
YOU ARE READING
It's funny how you think I'm okay
Hayran KurguAtsushi pretended to be fine, that's what he always said. The world isn't always meant for everyone. (aka atsushi is in an extreme depression.) X Trigger WARNING X (eating disorders, self harm, suicide attempt)
