Shit. Did I just loose My Sweet boy...to my best friend? What have I... done.
*3rd period*
I walk to my next class.
Ugh, I'm not even halfway through the first day. Barely going to third period, and I lost everything I ever wanted. To my "best friend", great.
I walk into my third period and stand at the door looking for a seat as all the other kids scrabble to sit with their new or former friends. As my eyes focus, they immediately focus on... him.
Tyler. Yup, you guessed it! He's in another one of my classes. This makes me happy but also breaks me by seeing him.
God, just knowing I'll probably never have him... hurts like hell? yeah...
He was looking down at his table as if focused on every scratch, dent, and cuss words written on it.
God damn, he's just so beautiful. Ok, we get it, you say it like all the time. I just can't hold back when I see him...
He looks up and his beautiful eyes find me.
Shit.
It feels as if for a second I was just stuck there. Stuck in his gaze, like some sort of spell.
God, I love him. wait, SHIT! STOP STARING YOU'RE MAKING IT WEIRD!
I shake myself out of his lovely trance and focus my eyes and....
Shit! I..
My heart beat starts beating rapidly as he pats the seat next to him with a friendly smile. Indicating me to sit down. A loud thumping starts coming from my chest. I can't move. I can't speak. A rhythmic pattern getting louder and louder as I blindly walk towards the empty seat placed right next to this beautiful boy.
I sit down and start playing with my hands awkwardly, as I look down at my table. Suddenly Tyler then put his hands on mine.
Tyler: Why are you nervous?
He said with the cutest smile.
Me: I uh.
Tyler: It's ok.
In one swift motion, he was facing me with his hands in mind. He takes one of his hands a placed it under my chin. Lifting my head up so my eyes could meet with his. My heart racing and racing around the world 10 times over and over again. He begins getting closer to me closer and closer.
shit, shit, SHIT!
He opens his mouth and all that comes out is, "hello?"
Fuck! I was daydreaming again!
I shake myself out of my thought and focus my eyes on his face. "huh?"
Tyler: I just said you're the girl that sits next to me in my first period and hi.
He laughed cutely and I blushed out of embarrassment.
Stupid. I know.
Me: Oh uh yeah.
I laughed nervously as I looked back down at my table.
He noticed. Well, of course, you sit right next to him. Idiot. Shut up.
Tyler: So what's your name?
He laughed awkwardly and a tint of blush came over his face.
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Fighting Back
RomansaBrianna a girl who has been in love with this boy that has never become what she wanted it to, behind all of her pain going on in the background this boy seemed to have saved her but he had been blindly breaking her in the process. Tyler a boy who...
