Fighting Back

We're not alone in this world

Just him and I in our wonderland...

I was awakened by my alarm clock buzzing obnoxiously. I put it to snooze. Five more minutes. I didn't want to leave this wonderland... Where everything was okay, and I was with him...I dozed off for a while but I still couldn't go back to my dream. I got dressed and went downstairs to get some cereal. My mother was getting ready to leave. Don't make eye contact. If you're quiet and slow she won't notice you. She looks at me. Shit, you've been spotted! Great...

"Good Morning Brianna!" "Morning..." I barely was able to mumble. "Oh, here we go. What's wrong now?" Why does she act like this is new? Like if I barely started to hate her... Or maybe... she just barely noticed. That makes more sense... I ignore her remark and finish my breakfast. "I'm talking to you." I throw my plate in the sink and stomp out the house. "Don't throw my plates!" "Plates" sounds like a real priority. I slam the door so hard I could hear the windows shake when I step off. I take a deep breath and head to school.

*First Period*

 I walk into class, we have a sub. Great. I see Tyler having a conversation with his friends. I take my seat next to him. I tried not to interrupt so I just kept quiet, but he didn't seem to notice me either way. I start to think about my dream again... It was so amazing. Our- well, My perfect wonderland. I feel my shirt being tugged. 

I turn to Tyler, as he grabs the side of my face gently and kisses me passionately while no one was paying attention. I was surprised but my heart began to melt onto my lap. I opened my eyes for a second to see his friends giggling at me. I wasn't sure if I should care or just enjoy the moment. "Brianna?" Wait... Shit.

I come back to reality. I WAS DAYDREAMING AGAIN!?! YOU IDIOT OHMYGOD!!! Tyler and his friends stared at me giggling as I became familiar with the current position I was in. I was leaning in towards Tyler with my lips gently, every so slightly puckered. My face began to fill up with red. I felt my face hot as I couldn't move. I was so embarrassed, I must have looked like an idiot! I fix myself and sit up.

 "Sorry I'm tired, what's up?" I laughed nervously and I could feel very faint sweat drops forming on my forehead. "Oh it's fine" He laughed and smile, and revealed his heart warming smile. His perfect... straight-teethed... smile... Snap out of it weirdo. Shut up.

"Oh shit! Sorry, by the way! These are my friends-" Tucker, Wesley, asher. yeah I know them all, I've done my research. Creep. Shut up. "Alex, Asher, Wesley, and Tucker. Alex, Asher, Wesley, and Tucker. this is Brianna! My... Best Friend." He laughed almost nervous and unsure. I shook it off. His friends then got colored with this confused expression and looked at him questionably. He gave bad a nervous smile and returned to me.

 "So yeah, these are my boys" Again another nervous laugh. I studied. I saw that he ran out of things to say so I helped the conversation, "God, do we ever learn anything in this class?" "Ha, I don't think so, but I'm sure we've been over this before" everytime he laughs my day gets better. "Hey, so I wanna continue getting to know you better. How does that sound?..." His "boys" patted his back as he asked me that as if it was well anticipated for him to say. "Yeah, Of course! I've been wanting to get to know you more too." That's all I want to do... Gay. Shut up.

"Great. Let's start now?" "Yeah. Ok, hmm what to start. Any hobbies?" We soon get lost in a flavorful conversation as we forget about his friends and they soon forget about us in their own conversations. "Yes, actually I have a few hobbies. Kinda. I sing-" "YOU SING?!" "Yeah?" My heart was racing so fast. Tyler and I sharing a hobby?! What could this bring? What could this start? His voice must sound angelic. "I sing too!" "Really?! Do you write your own songs too? Cause I love writing music"