Repeating Apologies (Austlan Cashby)

Would You Still Be There

Phil's POV:

They really thought I was going to try to kill them.

I mean yeah sure, I may own three machetes and a gun or two. Maybe a sacrifical dagger. A blow gun. And a pocket knife.

But I'm not going to kill people with them!

I only have them for emergencys. Thats why I really wish that Austin wouldn't have been sneaking around. There was so much he could have found. There was my box of Dave's stuff hidden under my bed. He already knew about Alexis... So that couldn't be a surprise.

He still didn't know about my master plan, so that was good.

Now I need you to listen very closely.

I'm not insane.

I may seem like it. But its just the genius. Waiting to get out.

The master plan will show them all.

Austin's POV:

I stood there, staring after Phil as he walked away.

He must be stronger than I thought. Aaron walked out muttering to himself. Tino following closely.

" I AM NOT A STUPID CAT!" Alan yelled after him

I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him. I leaned down and rested my head on his shoulder.

" Hey there." I mummbled

He smiled and looked down at me for the corner of his eye.

" Hi." He whispered

I straightened back up and turned him around so that he was facing me.

I leaned down and kissed him lightly. Hopeing to make up for leaving him. He locked his arms around my neck, holding my lips against his.

It was nice to kiss him again.

I took a hold of his hips and pulled him closer. He deepened he kiss.

" My bunk or yours?" He asked against my lips

" Yours." I answered

There wasn't time to think about anything. He was climbing into his bunk pulling me with him. He straddled me and kissed down my neck.

I gasped and tilted my head back.

Alan's lips could do wonders.

Tino's POV:

I wish I didn't have to listen to them fucking. And its not like they try to keep quiet. Theres loud bang from the bunks and then giggleing.

I grab a pillow from the couch and push it against my face. I then proceeded to scream as loud as I can.

" AUSTIN!" Alan screams and I want to just go jump off a bridge

Theres not a lot going on in my life right now. So knowing that hey are happy together kind of hurts, you know?

I'm not trying to be self centered. I just wished that I wasnt alone again tonight.

I sighed and pulled the pillow off my face. It wasn't helping at all anyway. I layed down on the couch, streching out my legs. I sighed and tried to get comfy.

I knew I wasn't going to be in my bunk tonight.

As I layed there, my thoughts travled to Phil. What was he doing? Where was he? I herd a Phil like grunt from the kitchen. I guess that answers that then.

I do happen to find Phil attractive. But the bagage that he has... Well I don't know if I'm ready for that.

I want to help him. I do.

But I know that broken people are broken for a reason.

And I have to be careful.

Or he might break me to.

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Hello prettys!

Hows your winter?

Its so cold here.

So I hope your some where warm.

Enjoy the update.

Its not much but I'm kind of building up to something.

:)

*Gives you big stuffed turtle*