Repeating Apologies (Austlan Cashby)

Bones Exposed

Alan's POV:

It was dark.

When Phil stabbed me I thought it would hurt for a while. I think I passed out from the pain.

I cant open my eyes. I think I may have started crying last night at some point because my eyes are glued shut.

My. Eyelashes. Are. Glued. Together.

I let out a little whimper in the quiet room.

" Alan?" I herd Austin whisper

" My fucking eyelashes are glued together. M-mind handing me a wet something?" I'm not even sure why I stuttered

I almost got killed. I can be scared for a while.

I held out my hand and I felt him put something in it. I took it and started working on my lashes.

When I could open my eyes, the first thing I saw was Austin kneeling beside me.

" Hi." I whispered

I didn't get a answer.

I got something better.

He grabbed my face and kissed me. I kissed him back, tasting his tears mixed in with his usuall sweetness.

When he pulled away I could see him trying to keep it together.

" Its alright, babe. I'm okay. I'm fine. Everythings fine." I whispered, caressing his face with my free hand

" I-I thought y-you were g-goin to d-die."

" What happened after I passed out?" I asked him

" I shot him. I shot Phil." He looked down

" I think he needs to get some help."

" Well, yeah maybe. Cause, you know, he didn't try to kill us or anything."

" Wait.... Tino..." I whispered

" He was in a coma. Phil didn't actually kill him. He was keeping him sedated."

" Is he okay?" My yes widened

" Yeah. They think he'll wake up in a couple weeks. We have to either postpone or cancle tour, Alan." He looked at me seriously

" Postpone. We cant cancled on them."

" But what about Tino??"

" He'll be back. We'll have to postpone until then."

" Okay, baby. Alright." He took my hand

I was so tired. Which didn't make any sense. Hadn't I just woke up?

" You tired, angel?" Austin's sweet voice was the last thing I herd before I slipped into the darkness

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Someone bumped my bed.

" Ow." I think Aaron whispered

" Be careful." Austin breathed

" Sorry." Aaron muttered

It was quiet for a while. I didn't want to open my eues for some reason. All I wanted was to sleep. Thats all I wanted.

I pryed my eyes open.

" Alan?" Aaron whispered

" Hey." I mummbled, a slight smile playing on my lips

Aaron and Austin sat on oppisite sides of my bed. Aaron smiled back at me. Austin took my hand and kissed the back of it.

" Hows Tino?" I asked

" Hes uh... Well he woke up. And he mummbled something about loving a physcopath. And how he was sorry for Alan. Then he passed out again." Austin muttered," Least thats what Aaron told me. I've been here the whole time."

Even though he was so pale, I saw a slight pink in his cheeks.

" Your so cute." I said, sitting up a bit more

" They say you'll have to be in here for another week. So that your wounds can heal long enough here." Aaron told me

" Great." I grimiced

" It wont be to long, love. And besides, Olis coming in a couple days." Austin smiled at me

I smiled back. Oli was going to be a fun thing to see in a hospital.

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