Training Wheels {Zerkaa}

{Chapter Twenty Five}

Josh hugs me from behind as I apply my mascara. He softly kisses my neck, trying to get my attention. I feel his hands rub my hips as he does so. I finish my eyeliner and pack away my make up.

"Josh.." I whimper as he starts to suck and nibble on my collar bone. I bite my lip to stop any noises about to escape my partly parted lips.

The next thing I know, I'm bring pinned up by Josh on a wall as he gently bites my sensitive skin. I run my fingers through his hair as we passionately kiss in a rough motion.

After a few minutes, we both pull away panting and out of breath.

"Josh." I whisper. "Why'd you do that?" I'm not complaining, I liked it, a lot.

"I want the boys to know you're mine, no one else's." Josh growls into my ear hungrily.

"Josh, this isn't about Harry about is it?" I ask.

Josh rests his forehead on my neck, sighing and breathing heavily.

"I'm worried. I've seen drunken Harry and I hate it. He gets flirty and gross." Josh murmurs.

"Josh, if you want me to, I'll stay by your side. I won't leave you." I promise.

Josh lifts his head up so our eyes meet. I wipe away his tear and kiss his cheek.

"I love you, you know that, right?" I smile.

"Of course I do." Josh weeps.

"Then you've got to trust me. I'd never swap Harry for you. I'd rather die." I chuckle, cracking a smile from Josh.

I hug him tightly in my arms. Why don't he believe me? I guess he did trust Harry and Freya but they both let him down. I wouldn't trust anyone either afterwards. I don't blame him. I've got to make him trust me. What's the point of a relationship without trust?

"Hurry you two!" Vik shouts from downstairs.

"I'll meet you downstairs, I'm gonna put on my high heels." I tell Josh as I sit down on his bed.

"Okay, hurry up, Chip and Chris are here!" Josh demands.

I hum as he walks out. I clip on my heels and glare back in the mirror. I am wearing a black pencil skirt with a white long sleeved shirt and, of course, my black heels. I bite my lip, feeling a little slutty. I sigh as I brush my fingers through my straightened hair.

I step down the stairs slowly so I don't trip. At the bottom of the stairs stood two Unknown boys with Simon, JJ, Vik and Josh. Josh's eyes were lustful and a bright smile across his pink lips.

"Boys, this is Ellie, Josh's girlfriend. Ellie, this is Chip and Chris." Simon greets once I'm standing with Josh.

"Hey!" I smile, shaking their hands.

"The others are already there, Chip insisted driving with us." Vik explains.

I nod as I glance up at Josh, feeling his hands grip firmly around my hips, and the look of jealously stained into his hazel eyes.

"Josh," I whisper while we get in the car.

Josh snakes his arm around my waist and pulls me close to his side as Chris climbed in after Simon, who was sitting next to me.

"I didn't like the way Chris looked at you." Josh whispers right back in my ear.

"Josh, we've only just met. He was probably just looking in a friendly way." I roll my eyes at his overprotection.

"He was biting his lip." Josh states.

"I'm yours Josh, no ones else's. You know that." I sigh, seeing the sparkles in Josh eyes as he gazes down at me with a short frown.

I hold tightly onto his hand that he had placed on my cheek. I snuggle into his palm and close my eyes, smiling.

"I love you, kitten." Josh chuckles as I open my eyes.

"I love you more, Joshy." I giggle.

I look over at Chris, seeing a bitter smile forming across his lips as he stares at me. I shake my head a little as I look down, confused.

"Ey, look whose joined the party!" Ethan cheers, passing everyone a beer.

"Hey bud!" I exclaim, hugging Ethan.

"Never call me bud again!" Ethan laughs.

I laugh with him before joining the others. Josh caves himself in the corner, pulling his phone out his hand and unlocking it. I take his phone and place it in my bag.

"Im not letting you sit here curled up on your phone. Come, let's go get some drinks." I suggest. Josh follows me to the bar and we order shots, two each.

Josh stares out at the others blankly. He moves and stands behind me.

"Josh?" I call, "what are you doing?"

"Chris was staring at your bum." Josh barks.

"Josh, don't be silly. You're just paranoid." I tell him, holding his arms and directing him to sit on the bar stool.

I hand Josh two shots and we take them, gritting our teeth and laughing at each other's expressions. We stumble back to the table and drink. I could feel Chris eyes following my actions but I choose to ignore him.

"Le-let's dance!" I shout in excitement, grabbing Josh.

I feel Josh press his front closely to my back, our bodies so close that we were like a whole person. He has his arms wrapped around my waist and his lips attached to my neck. I moan as he bites my neck and slowly grinds against my bum. I turn around and wrap my own arms around his neck and my fingers in his hair.

"Mhm, Josh." I moan close in his ear, pulling his face close to mine till our lips touch.

Our lips open and move in sync. I feel Josh's beard rub against my chin, but I don't care. I bite his bottom lip as he pulls away.

"Daddy.." I whine, blurting it out unintentional.

Josh smirks and glances into my eyes.

"You're daddy's little kitten." He growls into my ear, biting my earlobe.

As the song ends, me and Josh pull away panting and walking back.

"We'll finish it off at home, daddy." I wink at Josh.