Uncertain Attachment

Get Drunk; Get Weird

Before he left his house, he texted Vanessa that he had choose to talk to Harry. To tell her his situation and he didn't wait her reply because he knows she wont reply anyway.

He had walk his way to her apartment with his black hoodie jacket. Black pants and black shoes. All black, he just felt like wearing black; he just felt like it.

When he was gonna knock on her apartment door when he heard voices inside, one manly and the other, the one he wants to talk to. He peeks at the window near the door and see the person who has a manly voice.

He was mistaken, he was not just hearing voices, he was hearing sobbings too. He saw a person hugging Harry on the couch. He looked familiar because he was tall and it hit him.

The fcking damn-ugly-flirty-guy!!

His fists hardened and he wanted to storm inside the apartment and drag him away from her.

"Bryan .. I'm sorry. Really sorry.." he heard Harry said, he calmed himself and stood there at the window, watching his love be wrapped by another kind of love.

"It's okay Harry. I'm always here for you baby. I won't leave you.." he said and hugged her tighter. August can't help but scowl.

He took a deep breathe and was really gonna go inside the apartment but then, before he even did it. He saw something that really shocked him.

That killed him from the inside.

That broke his damn heart.

Harry?

His eyes were watching them, he was expecting Harry that she would pull away but instead, she responded to Bryan's kiss.

He slowly back down. Waving his head and staring at the door; the door that is onced opened, he will see the terrible thing that can break him apart.

Harry? Kissing another man.. ?

He closed his eyes.

No. I didn't see that. I was, I was being delusional.

He said, his mind telling a lie. He took the remaining steps to her door and was about to knock when the door suddenly opened.

"Oh, hello.. Sir.." Bryan said, not expecting to see him. August was surprised to, he suddenly wanted to beat him; to kill him for what he did. But Bryan called Harry and she came beside Bryan right away.

Damn. Okay. No emotions.

He look at Bryan and fake a smile, he knows Harry is looking at him that's why he focused only at Bryan, which ia actually making him uncomfortable.

"Uhh, yeah. I thought I was gonna pay Harry a visit." he said. Making an excuse, he saw Bryan's expression turned suspicious and pouted at him.

"Really? A home visit? I thought home visits are only sufficient when a student has been absent for weeks.. Aaaand, you're not in uniform."

August faked a chuckle and after a very long time, his mind was thinking; working, formulating another excuse.

"Well, I was absent this morning. Had a problem waking up, then Ma'am Meacah texted me that both of you are absent. Since I was absent too, she told me to better give Harry a visit. You know, she was concern about Harry having low grades." he said, he looks at Harry and continue talking.

"You see, Ma'am Meacah said you were a smart student. And not just smart, you have a beautiful face that probably attract dumb students." he looks away and focus at Bryan who has an offended expression.