Forbidden Lover ♡ pt.1

V

Anastasia ✨

"I didn't know you'd make it." Amara said leaning against the wall. I shrugged and took a sip of my drink. "I thought about it and why the hell not?" I said. "That's my girl." I smiled and downed the rest of my alcohol down.  I raised my hands.

"Im gonna get a refill." I said. Amara nodded her head and smiled  watching me walk off into the kitchen.  I needed this..some time to clear my head  and forget all about Zion, school, drama. Etc.

I poured more henny in my cup and took a sip. "Damn how many drinks you have already?" I looked up and saw Lucas.  "Only a couple" I smiled. Lucas raised a brow and smirked. "I barely see you drunk anymore."

"Im not drunk" I said. "Yea..sure your not" He said. I smacked my lips. "I needed this! Do you have  any idea what I'm going through now?!" I asked. Lucas's eyes shot up. "Could you be any louder?" He asked.  I nodded my head.

"Yes I can" He sighed a little and took the cup out my hand I reached for  it but he shook his head.  "I think you had enough" I groaned. "And why is that? Why are people so mean to me?" I asked holding my head feeling my eyes burn.

Lucas narrowed his eyebrows.  "Okay..lets get you home" He said. "Where's your keys?" He asked. I shrugged.  "Who knows?" I asked raising my hands up.

Lucas

I laid Anastasia on her bed and took deep breaths. Damn she was heavy. "Why'd you bring me back here? I hate this house" she said looking up at the ceiling.  I sighed. "It was for your own good" I said.

"Bullshit, you sound like my mother...I can't stand her she acts like she's better than everyone" she mumbled.  "And don't get me  started on my father" She slurred.  I started taking her shoes off while she talked.

"He's never around,  I could hear my Mama crying sometimes" she said. She looked  at me and frowned.  "Are you my friend?" She asked. I raised a brow. "Uh yea" She sighed and laid her head down.

"I don't really have any friends no more...I only have Amara and she's my bitch" She smiled. "But you..I think your cute" She said. I raised a brow.

"Oh you do?" She sat up and bit her bottom lip nodding her head. "Mhm" she grabbed my collar and pulled me into a kiss. I haven't kissed her in I don't know how long but this only happens when we're drunk.. only this time I wasn't drunk at all.

She sat on my lap pulling her shirt off revealing her lace strapless bra. I wanted this..but I knew it was wrong. This wasn't just any girl.. she's Anastasia. My crush since the 1st grade and I couldn't take advantage of her.

"Ana what you doing?" I asked. "What does it look like?" She asked. She pushed me on my back and took her bra off. "Ana stop" I said. She ignored me and started kissing down my neck.

I sighed and spun around pinning her against the bed. "Anastasia Woods,  stop your drunk" she looked me into my  eyes silent. Just then her face turnt a different color signalling she was about to throw up.

I let her go as she ran in her bathroom letting everything out in the toilet.  I sighed and grabbed her clothes walking into the bathroom.  She leaned against the toilet taking deep breaths. "Here put your clothes back on" I said.

She looked at me then grabbed them without saying a word. I turnt around and walked downstairs to get some water and crackers. When I came back upstairs Ana was brushing her teeth dressed.

"Here" I sat them on the sink. She finished brushing her teeth and tour the bag of crackers up before stuffing her mouth then downing them down with some water. "Thanks" she whispered. I nodded my head.

"Lets get you to bed" she nodded her head and walked to her bed pulling covers over herself.  "Goodnight" I said. "Wait..Lucas" Anastasia said closing her eyes a little.  "Wassup?" She sighed.

"Don't leave" I was silent. "Okay I'll sleep on the floor" I said. She handed me a pillow. "Blankets in my closet" she mumbled finally closing her eyes. I grabbed a blanket and got comfortable on the floor.

I closed my eyes and started drifting off to sleep when Anastasia said something. 

"Thank you"

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