Wings

TWO

This chapter is dedicated to Error_For_Eternity

👓

After the sudden outburst during lunch, I straight away went to my room and take a bath.
Then, I gulped down two pills of my medication to calm my nerves.
I used to take it a lot of times.

My heart ached.
I nearly lost my mind.
And no one there to guide me, to be with me.
Maybe it's my fault after all.
If only I have talent in Arts inherited from my parents, just like Kris. . .

I lost my new friend, Yi Xing.
And I lost my Dad.
It seemed that I'll lost my Mom and Kris too because they came like a package with Dad.

I laid on the bed and refuse to go for dinner even though my stomach grumbled.

“Susie, honey. Let's come downstairs and eat with us.” Mom said softly, knocking on my door.

“I'm not feeling the best, Mom. I'll not eat for the dinner but I'll be fine by tomorrow. Don't worry!” I hollered as cheerful as I can and pulled the sheets up to my chin. 

“If that's so. I'm going downstairs now.” Mom said in a lower tone and left even though I know she's not buying it.
She knew that I needed time alone.

I usually don't argue with Dad most of the time.
Maybe we're too tired to apologise to each other this time.

I turn on my phone and I saw multiple phone calls and a message from Yi Xing.

I read his message.

From : Yi Xing

Susie, how could you cancelled our meeting at the last minute? That's very irresponsible act of you. At least answer my call and explain to me so I could understand.

3.10 PM

A new message popped out.
And it turned out it was a message from Hana.

From : Hana

You okay? Dahye texted me about what had happened.

8.01 PM

Such a small words brings out a lot of emotions.
I don't know what she felt for me.
Sad, sympathy? Or the opposite?

👓

My alarm beeped as sun rays lighten my room.

I stretched out and let out a long yawn even though I just woke up.

“Susie, are you already wake up?” Kris knocked on my door.

My mind straight away flew over Yi Xing.
What am I gonna do when I meet him today?
Apologise and avoid him all the day and hopefully till the end of the year?

My mind snapped back when I heard a rows of knocks on the door.

“Why are you still here? I thought you already back to your apartment.” I replied groggily as I get up from the bed very slowly like a sloth.

“Is Dahye here?” I asked.

“No. She's already back to her house last night. I'll drive you to the academy, Susie. Be hurry. I don't want to be late to my workplace.” Kris said and left.

I took a quick, cold shower and changed into the elegant black and white uniform that Sierra Academy provided with black ribbon tied around my neck.
I pulled my hair into pony tail and tied it with a hair band then wrapped the hair band with a piece of black ribbon.
It was the right dressing code for everyday.