Wings

TWENTY FOUR

You have my world, you're my small universe

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Susie POV

The moment I wake up, I touch the cold, empty space next to me.
It means that Jongin had left hours ago.

I hope he'd stay with me till I wake up but it's okay.

Baby steps, I reminded myself.
We are going to fix our relationship.

My lips quirked upwards, cracking a shy smile when I remember Jongin's words.

I reached for my glasses on the night stand and put it on while staring at the window.

It was still dark outside and I still had two hours before the sunrise.

I am much relaxed this morning.
Perhaps meeting Baekhyun and Jongin lifts my spirit.

It reminded me of Yifan again.
I decided that I'll meet him today and apologize to him.

The last time I saw Yifan was when he is at Danny's funeral.
Yifan didn't shed tears but he looks defeated and upset just like the rest of my parents.
I knew he didn't fake those feelings unless fallen angel can put on an act well.

Dahye was with him all the time.
As a psychiatrist, she did talk to my parents and give some motivational words meanwhile I stayed in the funeral hall, not moving to anywhere.

I remember the feeling when I stared at Danny's photo in the middle of hundreds fresh flowers.
His smile is so bright that it hurts me to see it again.

If only I was there,

If only I knew,

If only. .

The two words kept repeating in my mind till now.
I felt as if Danny will come back to me and told me that he is fine that I didn't need to worry about anything.

Danny's last words that written on the back of the photo contain multiple emotions.
Angry, sad, loneliness, a tint of vengeful and much more.

It seems as if Danny wants the rest of the family to feel the pain he suffered for a long time.

I met Dahye at the night of Danny's funeral.
My hair clip had long gone so my hair becomes messier than ever.

Both of us were exhausted but Dahye insisted that we should talk.
I could sense what she's going to talk that night.

“What is it?” I asked, hugging myself tighter when cold breeze swirled around me.

Dahye pulls me into a hug.
I could felt Yifan's stare bore to me.
He's waiting in the car with his fingers drumming on the steering wheel.

“If you need help, please find me Susie. I don't want any of this to happen again.” Dahye said, she patted my back.
I sighed and push my glasses.

“Kris need you too. Visit him whenever you're free.”

“Remember that everyone is here for you. You are not alone.”, “You're a good sister, Susie. Everything will be fine again.”

Tears leaked from my eyes when I heard the praise from Dahye.
I never know those six words could leave such a huge impact and brings comfort to me.
Maybe that's what I needed to hear after Danny's death and knowing the truth about Kris.

Kringggg.

I jumped out of bed and snapped from my deep thoughts.
I sighed when I realised it's just my alarm clock which I turn it off immediately.