why
why
why am I here
why am I asking myself
questions
I already know the answers to
why did I tell myself
lies
lies that
I somehow believed
things like
"I want to do this"
I thought I wanted
I thought I wanted to be here
I thought I wanted
I wanted
I wanted this
I thought
it was what I was meant
to do
I wanted
the power
the power of deciding
between life
and death
and calling it
service
to my clan
I thought
I could maybe
make a difference
change
something
something for what I thought
was the better
"for the good of the clan
as a whole"
and that meant
perfection
complete and total
perfection
of every cat
every
every
I did not know
I did not know this would happen
I did not think
I did not
and
the morning
in the morning
you were born in early morning
the sky was pink and blue and gold
and I wondered which would be the color
of your eyes
and
when you opened them, it did not matter
because you could not see anyway
but
I loved you
I loved you anyway
and you never heard me say it
instead
the word
the word
"imperfection"
a constant curse
a constant curse
an unforgivable punishment
and I killed you
I killed you
I killed you
I killed you
I
killed
you,
my
daughter
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Perfection [ warriorcats fanfiction ]
FanfictionPerfection is the first word Nightkit hears, the first adjective she's described as. The only word she cares about. The only thing she needs to be. It's the only thing anyone needs to be. It's the only thing anyone can be. Nightkit is perfect. Her s...