Lost Poems

You

I both hate and love what you do to me
I both wish and forbid you to come near me
I both ignore and listen to your every word
I both think and block any thoughts of your world
I both look and avoid your gaze
I both rid and fantasies over our conversations

You've put me on a pedestal
Everything I do I want you to see it too
Everything that I see I want there to be you too
Everything you do I want to be apart of too
Everything I think your image seems to be what is always running through

All these insane thoughts
Have one thing in common
And that seems to be you