My fist, bloodied and bruised.
I guess I should've thought before I looked into you.
All I see is the fat
And everything wrong with me
Maybe he was right
Maybe I am gross
No
Not maybe, I am
I shouldn't have let myself get this ugly and fat
94 pounds makes me want to puke
This is the most I've been
What am I going to do
The mirror fucked me up again
My mind and the mirror
Making me confront myself again
I want to be thin
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Metanoia
PuisiMetanoia: [Noun] Change in one's way of life resulting from penitence or spiritual conversion. Poems, songs, and the occasional letter.