I only want you (Sterek)

Chapter 10: He's Just A Trigger

Coiled together Stiles and Derek were still asleep, the morning sunlight beamed in their eyes, waking them. Stiles emerged from Derek's arms and marched to the bathroom. He took hell of a long shower and was smiling harder then he ever did. Yet, getting out the warm, relaxing shower he still couldn't find himself getting dressed in front of Derek, but then again it was pretty much the end of that worry. He bustled into the room ready to get dressed, Derek though wasn't there he had left. Stiles smile faded and he felt his heart skip a beat. It was no way this was about to happen he thought, seeing one hell of an emotional roller coaster coming along. He did talk himself down as he dressed himself, maybe Derek just had something to do that he postponed or maybe he just needed to get back to figuring out what was going on? Who knows, he thought as he pulled on his shirt.

Fully dressed he went downstairs to eat. In the recliner his dad slept away, he was probably too tired to make it to his room, or seeing as he was half dressed and his clothes in a flurry on the floor he couldn't really do anything. Stiles skipped breakfast only to avoid waking up his father. He drove to school as quick as he could, he wanted to just get there without cluttering his mind on why Derek had left. Maybe he made a mistake, or he probably was horny and just needed to relieve himself with Stiles. He was feeling so gullible and naïve. His head danced around his mixed emotions, he didn't know if he wanted to be upset, happy, calm, or something...anything. He just wanted to take his mind off of Derek. He was nearly at school, thank goodness. Then his mind trailed right back to Derek. Could that have been all he wanted and was just telling Stiles what he wanted to hear just to get it all out of his system? Stiles was feeling so used. It wasn't like he was familiar with these kind of things so his mind raced with negative thoughts no matter how much he tried to find a plausible reason that was neutral or at the very least positive, all he knew was he was feeling a bit emotional and he couldn't pinpoint why. The sky was no longer beaming bright sunshine, the clouds started rolling in. This wasn't anger it was sadness, Stiles was; hurt could that have been what Derek truly meant when he said he couldn't stay away from him?

He pulled to the side of the road, his heart felt as though it was about to explode, why did he even allow Derek to do this to him. He laid his head down on the steering wheel. To his utter luck a police cruiser pulled up behind him. Great just freaking great he thought banging the steering wheel, his father would definitely hear about this. A second later a sharp, but oddly gentle, tap called his attention. A tall caramel man with curly golden brown hair, hazel eyes, and a light splurge of freckles tapped the glass. Thank goodness it was Deputy Jordan, Stiles thought as he rolled down his window.

"Morning Stiles is everything okay?" He asked smiling, his freckles and dimples aglow.

"Morning Jordan", Stiles smiled back as convincing as he could, "yeah I just needed to pull over for second to send a text". He lied wiggling his phone.

"I thought you were hurt or something". Jordan said, a mixture of worry and sincerity in his tone.

"No I'm fine". Stiles assured him.

"How you been lately?" Jordan asked.

"Ehh, so and so, I've been okay though". Stiles answered.

"Girl troubles?" Jordan queried as he leaned through the window.

"Uhh no more like boy troubles". Stiles said.

Deputy Jordan's eyes widened and he smiled, "I didn't know you liked boys". He said.

"Oh yeah". Stiles said, "its relatively new". He smiled.

Stiles couldn't deny that deputy Jordan was very handsome and though he found him attractive he wouldn't go screwing around with his father's deputy.