I only want you (Sterek)

Chapter 16: Henry

Once Sunday morning had come around Stiles cooked breakfast, as everyone ate they chatted about the coven, and how it would be cool to do amazing witch stuff, Stiles couldn't help but laugh at some of the things Danny said. An hour later they all fled home or wherever they said they were going, Stiles couldn't keep up he was still tired despite being up so early. That gave him the time alone that he needed. He loved their company but he just needed time to recuperate his energy, he felt wiped out. After he cleaned up he went to take a shower, somehow he always found his way in the shower even if he took one or three a day already. He let the water trickle down his body, relaxing his muscles, rejuvenating his energy. He scrubbed the soapy washcloth over his body vigorously, then he washed his face and hair and let the water wash away the filth his body accumulated. Once done he towel dried his hair and patted his body then scrolled to his room to finally air dry. When he entered in his room Derek had been lying naked on his bed — he wasn't opposed to it considering they haven't seen each other for three days now, his leg propped up waiting for him with a cheeky smile.

"Uhh how you get in?" Stiles asked looking away blushing.

"Friday, when I came up for my phone, I unlocked the window". Derek smiled mischievously.

"Oh really?" Stiles simpered holding his towel tightly still looking anywhere but Derek's revealed body.

"Really". Derek said getting up.

He pulled Stiles into him and removed his towel revealing Stiles erection. Stiles blushed looking away, he knew already that Derek never liked him looking into his eyes, it always made him tense up and retract from him, so he looked down at the floor through the open space between them.

"Why're you looking down?" Derek asked confused.

"I'm trying not to stare into your eyes". Stiles answered.

"Why?" Derek asked.

"Because I know you don't like it". Stiles breathed, "it's just... I mean every time I do you tense up and pull away and then you don't say anything you just become quiet and distant and I don't want that to happen". Stiles clarified.

Derek grinned, he loved Stiles staring in his eyes but he only turned away because he was scared he'd hurt Stiles or he would cause Stiles to hurt somehow, and he couldn't exclude that he would feel that he was weak and he couldn't afford that, but with Stiles it was somehow different he didn't feel weak, he felt stronger with him.

"See what I mean". Stiles sighed pulling away feeling like he ruined the moment like he always did.

"No I don't see what you mean". Derek said pulling him back into his embrace, "because I didn't pull away". Derek said.

"But you tensed up". Stiles pointed out.

"Yeah but I didn't pull away". Derek said, "you did".

"Because I felt it coming and didn't want to feel hurt". Stiles sulked.

Derek, swaying them side to side, felt his heart pierce with pain, like he was being stabbed in his heart, he didn't know that's how he made Stiles feel, he had no clue, Stiles usually seemed content with it like he understood.

"I'm sorry I just... I feel weak and vulnerable when you stare at me with those warm brown doe eyes". Derek said holding him tightly.

"But why?" Stiles said.

"I don't know it's something I've been trying to break before I fell for you and when you stared into my eyes the first time I knew you would be the one to get to my heart". Derek told him as he took Stiles face in his hands and kissed him passionately, "and it scared me". He said as their lips released from each others.