It never tells the truth (Kellic)

12.

I've been in vic's house for about half an hour and all we've been doing is listening to music and playing video games.
I couldn't care less about the video games but the music was alright.
Blink 182, Hollywood Undead, A Day To Remember and even some MCR.
Bullet by Hollywood Undead came on and I couldn't help but hum along.

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"[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Verse 1 - Charlie Scene:]
Gone too far and yeah, I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin,
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, I'm up at the top,
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my mamma found my letter, now she's calling the cops,
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,
I never bought a suit before in my life,
But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice.

[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Verse 2 - Johnny 3 Tears:]
We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die,
A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realize you don't,
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now Mamma feels guilt, yeah, Mamma feels pain,
When you were young, you never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try,
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly.

[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Ava, Johnny 3 Tears' Daughter:]
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try."

"You have a nice voice" I heard when the song had finished.
I looked at him questionably which he got the hint and started to explain. "You were singing, it's really nice" he smiled.
No words came up.
He was telling the truth?
No, he can't be.
"Really though, you better do something with that voice of yours"
"Um, it's nothing that great." I said shyly.
"No, it is. I wish I had pipes like that" he smiled.
"It's really nothing" i said again, knowing it's not special because of the times my mother and others have told me so.
"Kellin. Look into my eyes" I was a bit shocked but complied. "Now, if I'm lying about how good, wonderful, magnificent your voice is. Then let the God of music strike me down!"
I laughed a bit at his stupidity.
It soon stopped though.
Because?
Well, I laughed.

I.

Laughed.

I never laugh.
I can't remember the last time I laughed.
This boy is doing strange things to me.
First, he makes me almost smile.
Now, he actually made me laugh.

What is this boy doing to me?