It never tells the truth (Kellic)

14.

Soon we were called down for dinner.
I was hoping for something simple, no grease or fat.
But.
I was presented with pizza.
I swallowed hard.
I picked off a piece of pepperoni and popped it in my mouth.
I swallowed down a gag and tried to swallow the piece of fat.
I saw Vic look at me from the corner of my eye so I swallowed it looked up and when he noticed, he smiled then joined in the conversation that him and his family were having.
About what? I have no idea.
I begrudgingly ate the rest of the slice of pizza and downed my drink of water.
After about 10 minutes to make it less obvious, I asked Vic if I could use the restroom. He said yes so I made my way there.

After locking the door and taking my jacket, top and jeans off because I don't want any to go on them, I began the process.
I stuck two fingers in my mouth.
One gag
Two gag
Three gag
Four.
And finally all the fat and grease I consumed came up.
I was there for what felt like 5 minutes throwing up.
Getting anything that will affect how I look up.
I'm fat enough.
And I don't want to get fatter.
Now, I guess you're wondering why I'm doing this.
Well, I'm fat. My mum says so. Everyone at school thinks so.
And, I know so.
I didn't do this when I had the hot chocolate though because it's a drink. I need fluids if I don't want to go to the hospital.
I don't want my mum to have any more reasons to hate me.
After I flushed.
Washed my hands five times with soap.
Re-dressed myself.
And stared at myself in the mirror for a while before the colour came back in to my cheeks.
I sighed, washed my hands again and I was out.

"You alright?" Vic asked me when I get back.
" yer" I sat down.
He looked at me for a while and then joined in the conversation.
"So! Kellin" this was the point where my head snapped up. "Tell us more about yourself!"
"Oh god" I thought.
"Um" I started. "I'm 16, junior in Claremont high and that's basically it."
"Really?!" Vic shouted
"Yer?"
"Me and mike go there too!"
"Oh cool"
"I'm in the grade above so I get why I haven't seen much of you, but Mike, you're in the same grade, how come you haven't heard or seen Kellin before?" Vic turned his attention to Mike.
"I don't really pay attention to anything outside my group. But I'll look around for ya Kellin!" Mike chipped in.
I don't know why, but knowing Vic goes to my high school makes me happy.
Oh, and Mike too.
We sat there for another 10 or 20 minutes before mrs Fuentes spoke up "right then mes chéris! Time for you guys to get in to your pjs and start to settle."
We all nod and we head off.