That Good Night // phan

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Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
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Do you remember when we decided to move out of our first London flat? The place where we had made so many memories. We were leaving it behind, but not because we wanted to leave our memories behind, but instead to make new ones. Do yo remember crying into each other as the moving truck left the apartment? Doing a final walk, remembering all the times we fought in the kitchen yet made up in the end and kissed ont eh sofa in the lounge. Making videos in the cruddy gaming room, yet I knew that I would miss it. I did. That place held a special meaning. That was where we moved to in 2012, that dreadful year. And that was the place where we wrote the book and planned the tour. Did you miss it as much as I did?

You were 30, wow that was such a long time ago.. People got suspicious about our relationship, neither of us had come out. Yet we were moving into a new flat, together. It wasn't our forever home though. That didn't come till five years later.

Do you remember my rebrand? That was a monumental video. That was when I finally realized that I wanted to change. This was my first step to finally coming out to my fans. This was the beginning of a new era.

It wasn't until the next year that I finally came out.
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