What have I become? *Bleach fanfic*

Chapter 12: Nightmares.....

Dream World.....

Kojiro's POV

"Hello!?" I yelled in the middle of a dark field. It echoed.

This place looks like something out of a horror movie

"Anyone here?! Hello?!" I didn't seem to work. I walked forward and saw a group of people. My friends! Ichigo, Courtney Orihime, Sado, Uryu, Crystal, Kita, everyone I knew was there. Then a giant bony hand crushed them. I gasped in terror, as it raised it's hand to show the blood, guts and body parts fall off.

I fell to my knees.

"You have a violent past, Kojiro..."

I stood up and looked around. "Who's there?! Show yourself!!" I said pulling a katana from my back.

"You have spilled much blood, and you used to enjoy. This..." A mirror appeared in front of me.

"This is your true self.... Look at the mirror, and see what you once were! LOOK!"

I looked at the mirror, and saw my rellection. Then, it changed in appearance.

The flesh was caked in blood of it's victims. It held an axe, covered in fresh blood. It wore a hood, with its horns sticking out, I see a smile spread across its ugly face. He wore black iron armor, with spikes all over. The spikes had bits of human flesh sticking to them.

It looked at me with it's horrible red eyes and said "This is what you are, Kojiro..... and THIS..... is what you'll BECOME!!!!!" It  lunged at me, breaking the mirror, and attempts to stab me....

.....until I wake up, screaming.

"AAAAAHHHH!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I was covered in sweat.  My heart was thumping, like it was about to burst from my chest. I stood up, shaking.

I heard footsteps, and the door opened "Are you all right?!" It was Kita. "It's all right, it was just a nightmare.... a horrible, horrible nightmare...." She walked up to me, and hugged me. "Come on." she said, urging me to follow her.

"Whenever I had a nightmare, I'd usually take a midnight stroll. It usually calms me down, seeing how beautiful, the moon makes everything beautiful..."

I responded "That's not the only thing beautiful..." I blushed.

She giggled. "Come on, Romeo, let's go to the roof." She blushed, as we made our way to the roof of our building.

As we sat down, I noticed Isane was walking around the roof, also.

"Can't sleep?!" I called out to her.

This seemed to startle her, because when I called out to her, she jumped, slipped and fell flat on her butt. "Ooohhh...." Me and Kita said, feeling sorry for her. We rushed to her, helping her up.

"You all right?" I ask as we help her up.

She looked up at me and blushed. "Kojiro..." She said, obviously embarassed.

"Um, yes I'm all right, thank you." She said as we stood up.

"Why don't you join us?" I asked her.

"You.... want me to join you? Well.... okay." She sat on my left side, while Kita sat on my right.

Both Kita and Isane rested themselves on each of my shoulders.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" I asked the girls.

"Very." Kita said with a smile.

"I agree." Isane said, smiling as well.

We enjoyed the silence of the Soul Society, for a few minutes.

I looked at Kita and Isane, they fell asleep. I couldn't help but smile. I took Isane back to Unohana's place, where she usually stays, and I took Kita back to my room, placed her on my bed, snuggled up to her, and went to sleep

The next morning...

"Congratulations, youth! You are now full-fledged Soul Reapers!" Captain Yamanato said. Everyone clapped their hands in celebration.

"As for you, Kojiro Kurasaki, you are now a Captain of the new 15th Division!" My eyes widened.

"Your division will concentrate on training all new Soul Reapers. And, you get to choose your new vice captain! Now choose quickly, or I'll choose for you!" I knew just who to pick.

"I choose Kita Mizawa to be my Vice Captain!" I said allowing everyone to hear.

Kita's POV

What?! He... he made his Vice Captain? He had a choice? Out of all people, why did he choose me? I'm not very powerful, or strong as Kojiro is, and I don't feel worthy enough....

"And that decision is final!" Kojiro called out. "Anybody who wishes to join my Division, may do so. That is all.... thank you." Then, just as I was about to leave, a pair of arms wrapped around me.

"Aren't I good boyfriend?" Kojiro said into my ear, surprising me. My cheeks reddened.

"But, why me, of all people? Why did you choose me?" I asked frowning a little.

"Because I know you have potential. Don't doubt yourself, okay?" He said hugging me.

"Okay." Was my answer, before we left.

Later, at the 15th Division building.....

Kojiro's POV

Kita's training is really starting to pay off, she shows as much potential, as I thought. Right now I'm teaching her to wield her zanpakuto correctly. We're each wearing a tank top and a pair of shorts.

"All, right, put your left forward. Yeah, like that. Now hold your zanpakuto at anangle. There! Now, strike me!"

Kita took step forward, pushing her weight down, as she swung her zanpakuto downwards.

*KLANG!* Our swords collided. And her zanpakuto flew from her hand, and stuck into the wall.

My zanpakuto, however, was at her neck, ready to kill...

"Wha- wha-....." She tried to speak, trying to realize what had just happened.

"How did you....?" She said as I lowered my zanpakuto.

"Don't worry, you weren't holding it tight enough, that's all.... now, let's try again...."