Division

Chapter 25: Who Am I

Kendall's P.O.V//

I hold her tight against my chest with one head while I rested my head on the other.
Looking down at her, I took in all her perfect imperfections. Her curves and edges, the water glistening on her thighs.
"What?" She looks up at me noticing my glare.
"Nothing." A smile on my face.

"You should take your pants off." I raise my eyebrow at her. "Someone's eager?"

"No not like that!" She says embarrassed. The fact she's so innocent made me fall for her even more.
"Then like what?"

"They must be uncomfortable." The black fabric was tighter around my legs than usual and they were getting a bit uncomfortable. "Why don't you do it for me?" The grin on my face gets wider when she blushes.

Without saying a word she reaches for my belt and unbuckles it. She tugs on the fabric down to my ankles and throws it on the ground. Her eyes widen when her gaze goes on the bulge.
"This as well?" I tease her by pulling on the band of the briefs.
She shakes her head.

Rebecca's P.O.V//

Before realising what I'm doing I had taken off Kendall's pants and I sat by the foot of the chair.
"This as well?" Kendall notices my eyes going wide and he pulls on the band of his briefs revealing more of his 'V' line.
I shake my head.

"But no ones home right." Kendall pulls me closer. I put my legs on both sides and straddle him, his length going hard under me.

"What if they see?"
"See what?" Kendall's sits up a bit. "See me doing this?" His hands travel under my shirt, he reaches for the back and unhooks my bra and gives me chest a squeeze. "Stop it." I say along with a moan.

"You mean stop doing this?" The smile on his face grows wider and he teases me more. He moves closer to me and attaches his lips to mine. Seeking entrance into my mouth and I let him in.
A wave of heat and lust hits me at the contact. My hand travels through his slick blonde hair.
I pull out of the kiss when reality hits me when I realise that where on the balcony and are visible to the people on the buildings around us.
"There's no privacy." I stand up and walk inside, Kendall trailing behind me and grabs my backside once we're inside and continues with before.

Without breaking our lips from each other, Kendall takes me towards the couch and lays me down while he hovers above me. Every time we kissed the fire got stronger and made me more greedy.
This time my hands travelled downed to his length. Kendall's green eyes shot open filled with lust when I massaged it over his briefs.

"In your room." Kendall pulls away and lifts me up holding me at the back and reconnects our lips while walking towards my room.

"OH MY GOD."

A third voice startles both of us. Kendall's let's go off me and I turn around to see Jade standing there with her mouth hanging open.

Unsure how to react I hide behind Kendall while Jade still starred.

"What? I've already see it before, like half the girls of our Uni, you're not the first on honey." Jades words hurt me like a knife going through my chest. Without saying anything else she walks away.
"I should go." Kendall walks out onto the balcony and grabs his cloths while I stand in my spot unable to react.
"Bye," Kendall kisses me left cheek then my lips after getting dressed and leaves.

Jades words repeating over and over again. I go into deep thinking mode while taking a shower.
Who am I to Kendall? What if I'm just on of his toys that he'll get bored with after a certain amount of time. But he said he always felt this way maybe I'm different or not. We've only been on one date and u don't think that's enough. Who am I to him though?

"I heard what happened." Spencer bursts into laughter once I join her on the couch.
"It's not funny." I say, clearly feeling embarrassed.
"Poor Kendall he was in his briefs right?" She tries not to laugh but still does. I give a nod and start laughing with her. "But I'm not the first one that's-" I stop when Spencer gets what I mean.
"True, he had his moment with almost every girl in Uni."

"Uh thanks that makes me feel better."
"But you seem to be different. I mean it's normally one night and nothing more. And with you well he's been on a date with you right?" I nod. "See he hasn't ever been on a date with the girls here. I'm telling you, you're different. Spencer assures me and a smile grows on my face. "But you gotta be straight up. Or wait till he uses the 'g' word." Spencer says the last sentence dramatically.

I didn't know if it was ok speaking about all this with Spencer she was the only friend I can trust around here. Besides Logan, but I imagine this conversation a little strange with him.

"Call him up!" Spencer suggests.
"No, he must be busy." I say not being able to gather the courage to call him.
"Busy with what? It's not like he's-" Spencer stops once my phone starts ringing in my hand. "Who is it? Kendall?"
"No it's my mother." I look at the screen feeling a bit disappointed and relived.
"Ok make it quick."
I have a small conversation with my mother, about how things are going. Leaving out the Kendall part of course.

"Took you long enough! Call him now!" I hesitate, but Spencer grabs my phone and dials Kendall's number and gives it back to me.
It's just a phone call why am I getting so nervous.
"He's not answering." I hang up after the phones rings a decent amount.
"Call him again." He could be sleeping, it's not that late though.
"No I don't want to seem desperate." If he saw my missed call he would call back and if he didn't I don't know what to think.

To my surprise I get a call from him just before I start to doze off to sleep.
Part of me hoped that he would and he did.

"Come over." He says from the other side.
"I'm in bed and it's cold." I was all warm under my blankets in the cold night.
"I'll make you warm." I imagined Kendall next to me in bed, cuddling under the duvet.
"I've got classes tomorrow." I make an excuse even though my heart ached to be with him right now.
"So do I. We could go together."
"People will see you're with me." I mentally slap myself for saying that.
"Is there a problem with that?"

"No there's no problem. I'm tired. I'll see you tomorrow in class?" I half yawn.
"Goodnight." Kendall hangs up before I could get a word in.