Paint You the Way You Are

YOU

FELIX

Hyunjin.

You are everywhere. You are in the air. No, you are the air. You are the night; you are my laughter and my tears.

You are everything I feel.

From the moment I first met you. You became my sun. You lit up my dark mind. You became my dawn, my day, my dusk, and my night. You turned my sad reality upside down.

I'm going to fall in love with you.

I want to fall in love with you.

And you are going to fall in love with me.

I want you to want to fall in love with me.

I don't know you. But it doesn't matter. We're like strangers who've known each other all our lives. Your laughter fills my sad life. It turns my sad tears into joy. It wasn't a while since I cried with sadness, but it's been a long time since I cried with laughter.

Hyunjin.

I like your name.

I'm wondering what to say. You're wondering what to say.

We're good together, are words necessary?

No, because you are silent.

I am silent.

We are the silence.

'Oh my god. I can't remember the last time I laughed like that.' I say into the silence.

Into us.

I touch your hand. Your hand is cold. Like my heart before you. Don't worry, I can handle this. I'll keep us warm. I'll warm my heart and your hands.

You are shaking slightly.

And that's why the storm in my head dies down. It's beautiful. You're beautiful.

You are nervous. I'm nervous.

I'm getting to my feet. You are getting to your feet.

Your cheeks, they're red. You're blushing because I'm holding your hand.

My heart flutters.

Hyunjin.

It's a beautiful name.

Everything is Hyunjin.

My mind, my hands, my heart, my eyes.

You are me.

And I'm falling.

In.

Love.

With.

You.

I look at you, and your beauty.

It's everywhere filling me and kissing me.

I'm falling.

Love catches me.

I wipe away my tears from my cheeks. I brush off the grass with my free hand. I keep holding your hand with my other hand. You keep holding my hand with your hand.

I've known you for a few hours, you've known me for a few hours. Yet you're everywhere. I hope I'm everywhere too because I'm going to fall in love with you. And I hope

you

are

going

to

fall

in

love

with