When He Calls My Name (ON HOLD)

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Recap
"I can't take it anymore" he drops the bags, puts his hands on my cheeks and kisses me I swear I just melted into a tiny puddle onto the floor I close my eyes and kiss him back I can feel his tongue along my bottom lip but I refuse to open he groans which surprises me I gasp in surprise he takes this chance to slide his tongue into my mouth and explores the elevator dings before the doors open he pulls away and picks up the bags my heart is pounding my cheeks are heated and I just realized I actually like him I really really like him..

~chapter 22~

  I  shake my head to clear my thoughts no I can't I can't possibly like like him can I? Oh You can and you do I growl at my subconscious but I know she's right and now i feel silly for calling her a her when really she's me and just ugh I groan and follow Asher out of the elevator Asher turns his head and raises his eyebrow at me "what did I turn you on?" He smirks at me his playfulness is back I make a disgusted face at him "you turn me on? Yeah right maybe tomorrow of never" he glares at me playfully as I start to laugh but wince and immediately stop "Ouch okay no more laughing for me..." I cough some not enough to hurt but enough to let me know I did something wrong his face changes from annoyance to concern almost immediately as he stops and turns to watch me carefully never know I might fall

you already have fell...for him my subconscious laughs at me I growl causing Asher to look at me funny "what am I not allowed to growl it hurt" I snap he raises his hands in surrender but struggles some due to the bags I almost laugh again but clear my throat "Let's keep going" he gives me one last glance making sure I'm okay before he turns around and keeps walking in the direction of our room Danielle jumps out from behind a corner and scares Asher "shit!" He jumps making me wince waiting for him to punch her but instead I hear a loud thud and look over he threw the bags at her he groans in frustration Dani sits up from the floor and glares at Asher "well atleast he didn't punch me" she mumbles I hold back a laugh knowing it'll hurt if I do laugh "Okay kids come on I wanna lay down I hurt" I pout they both turn their heads towards me I swear if they moved their heads any faster they would have broken their necks ouch Asher holds out his hand for Dani she glares but takes his hand anyway if that was me he would have pulled his hand away and let me fall on my ass I glare as he pulls her up he then leans down to pick up the bags damn I blush and turn my attention to Dani who looked at me with the same flushed face ha she looked too I smirk giving her a knowing look she returns the look and points to her lips

I bring my hand up to my swollen lips shit I give her a sheepish grin she shakes her head and gives me the "we'll talk about this later I want details" look I sigh in defeat and nod we didn't notice it until we turned back to Asher how long has he been staring at us I gulp and give him a nervous wave he chuckles and turns walking down the hallway again I sigh in relief and send Dani a glare she grins and walks beside me towards our room we make eye contact and smile I shake my head as we walk into the room

Dani was here long enough to make sure everything was okay and that I'm comfortable before she left leaving me alone with Asher and my thoughts i pull the covers up to my chin and turn on my side what am I gonna do... I sigh in frustration and close my eyes you could oh I don't know tell him how you feel then kiss the hell out of him I mentally roll my eyes and slowly start to fall asleep but I instantly wake up when I hear Asher on the phone talking to someone he thinks I'm asleep...

"I don't know how much longer I can do this she's driving me crazy just everything about her is perfect and when she almost died I can't even explain how I felt i never want to feel like that again it was like something inside of me died..." he groans I hear a loud bang and flinch loud noises scare me now for obvious reasons

I think he punched the wall..."Damn it she's turning me into a freaking pussy" I can't hear the other side of the conversation but it's pretty clear he's talking about me deciding to stop listening and give him some respect and privacy I slowly start to fall asleep again darkness surrounds me as I fall into a peaceful sleep

Asher's P.O.V

After hanging up the phone I turn and look at Lexi she's been sleeping for awhile now she needs to get back her strength and all she shouldn't have had to go through any of that and it's all because she got mixed up with the Tompson brothers

Her and her daughter almost died it hurts to know that I've caused her so much pain in such a short time I have all these feelings I can't figure out I've never felt them before they're strange and it's confusing me that kiss in the elevator it was different from any kiss I've ever had before it was different from the first kiss I shared with Lexi it was passionate and needy I don't do passion, I don't do love, I don't do liking people, I don't cry when someone almost dies I could care less but with Lexi and her daughter what are you doing to me I sigh and plop down on my bed unsure of myself or of what to do I lay back and stare at the ceiling I get lost in my thoughts and next thing I know I'm asleep the dream I have making me question everything about myself I'm married to Lexi with a child plus Lila strange but something I wish I could have but I have to push her away I can't let her get hurt again never again...

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Okay so here's the next update sorry it took so long i was busy with different things lots of birthdays  including mine so yay another year down anyway sorry if it's boring it's more of a filler chapter but still important to the plot this story is slowly coming to an end but don't worry its not over yet ;)

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~Bella