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Here's to yet another Friday and to another date with Josh. I'm really starting to like him even more if that's possible. We're texting just about 24/7. Unless one of us sleeping. Well, I guess that means not 24/7...

18/7. Sure. That sounds about right. All I know is when Josh sends me those hearts or whatever when either of us go to sleep I can't help myself from smiling. Believe me, I've tried. Talking to him has made me happier than I have been since before I got sick.

I'm extremely greatful for that. He makes me feel like I'm not sick at all and I'm just a normal teen his age that doesn't have a time limit on their life. I don't know how he does it. He just has a natural charm.

I was waiting for him to come pick me up. Brendon wanted to get away from his house again this weekend so Josh is coming out here again this week. I waited anxiously for his car to pull up and soon enough I got my wish.

I could hear the small rumble of his engine pulling into the driveway and I got up and quickly went outside. Josh got out with that signature grin of his and opened his arms for that hug I enjoy so much.

"Hey Ty." he said as he hugged me.

"Hi Josh." I said through a smile before letting go.

He opened the door for me to get in and I did. He went over to his side and got in and smiled at me.

"So.. I kinda couldn't think of anything for today.. Sorry." he chuckled sheepishly. "So it's time for a cliche date!"

I giggled and shook my head. "Cliche or not I'll be happy with whatever. I just enjoy spending time with you Josh. I promise."

I gave him a reassuring smile and he bowed his head some as he laughed.

"So a movie date is okay?" he asked.

"Of course." I replied.

"Sick."

He backed up the car and off to the movies we went. We bobbed our heads to the music and sung quietly along.

When we got there we looked up at the menu for the movies that were being seen. Of course one of the movies i've been wanting to see for like ever was still in theaters, but it was definitely a girly movie and I didn't want to say anything.

Josh turned to me and asked, "What movie would you like to see?"

"Uhm well.." I gave a sheepish smile. "I know it's uh kinda girly, but.. I read the book and it's amazing! But ahh..." I trailed off.

"Is if The Fault In Our Stars?" he asked with a small grin.

"Yeah..." I laughed some.

"Awesome. I read it too and actually really wanted to see it, but.. I thought the same thing." he laughed as well.

"Really?! It was such an amazing book!" I said excitedly.

"Right?!" Josh laughed and moved up to the ticket box and bought two tickets for us.

He passed me mine and off into the theater we went.

"Man i'm so excited!" I said bouncing on my toes.

"Me too! I'm not ready to bawl my eyes out yet, buuut. It's worth it."

"Same." I replied with a laugh.

Josh got us a large drink and popcorn to share and we entered the theater room and looked for a spot to sit. It was fair to say that the theater was packed. Mostly with teenage girls and their 'poor' boyfriends that were forced to go with them.

We found seats way in the back, to which I was happy for since I knew i'd be dying by the end of the movie.

We sat and talked idly until the movie started and even at the cute parts I could feel myself tearing up. Shaylene Woodley portrayed Hazel amazingly. And Gus, oh my god Gus, was just so precious. They were perfect.

Josh reached over and held my hand as it got towards the end. I brought my knees to my chest and embraced for the tears.

Then of course they started spilling and I couldn't stop them. Josh only had let a few tears slip as to where I was a blubbering mess. Josh wrapped an arm around me and I put my head on his shoulder as I cried my tiny heart out.

Once it was over I tried to regain my composure, but I'm sure my face was blotchy, my eyes were probably red, and I probably overall just looked like crap. Josh gave me a tight hug and I laughed.

"It was perfect." I whispered as I sniffed.

"It was! I agree." he said with a small laugh as he took my hand and led me out the theater to his car. "You all good?"

"Yeah! The movie was great and I loved it. I had a lot of fun."

"As much fun as you can as your heart is being ripped from your chest and stomped on by spikes. Yes. A lot of fun." he laughed and I did as well.

I was more sad that I had to go home now than I was during the movie. I hated having to wait a whole week to see Josh again.

Summer would be coming soon though and I wanted to ask Josh to go on a mini vacation with me.

I was going to do it.

"Hey Josh?" I asked as we were heading back to my house.

"Yeah?"

"So uhm.. Summer is coming soon and I was curious.. Would you like to go do something? Like a mini vacation and just go somewhere really cool for like a week? There's this mini beach in Ohio and it has cabins and stuff.. And I know you probably have birthday plans and stuff, but yeah.. It'd be really cool. Brendon and Dallon can come so it'd be cheaper and uh-"

"I'd love nothing more, Tyler." Josh cut my rambling off gently.

"Sick.." I replied breathily.

The answer honestly made me feel like my heart could jump right out my chest. I've never been on a vacation we could never afford it or I was too sick to go on one, but I wanted to go on at least one before.. Well, yeah, you know.

The fact I could go on one with Josh made it that much better.

Josh dropped me off and headed back over to Dallon's to get Brendon and head home. I hopped in the shower and then laid down for bed.

spoopyalien: Night Ty ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

And again I fell asleep with the biggest smile on my face.

A/n: OKAY GUYS TFIOS SORRY I JUST idgaf imma guy the book was amazing and the movie 😩😩 ohmygod the movie. I refused to watch it in theaters cause I knew I'd cry harder watching it than I did reading it. I'm so glad I did cause I had to literally PAUSE the movie and take a break from crying so damn hard. I even teared up at the cutest moments just cause- let's be honest. Hazel and Gus are like GOALS. If I could get me a man like Gus 😤😤👌🏻👌🏻 lmao. I love Hazel to pieces. I sympathize with her because we have very similar issues except hers is Cancer and mines just a lung disease, but I get the pain! Yeah so uhm- i'm complete TFIOS trash. I made my mom watch it with me one time and she now does not let me suggest movies. She wasn't happy. she enjoyed the movie , I think. She said "it was okay" but she says that about everything. It was a weekend my father had to stay out at work because of snow and that's really the only time I escape my room is when he isn't present 😂😂. I'm rambling okay BYE GUYS.