A Good Kind Of Different

Chapter 19

      Everything came to light again as I woke up. I was in a hospital room and sammy was there- crying. I heard Cas outside of my room.

"CAS. WHERE IS HE?! BRING HIM HERE. LET HIM COME IN. DON'T SHUT HIM OUT."

The doctor came towards me.

"GET AWAY FROM ME. GO GET CASTIEL."

The doctor left the room and came back with Cas. I knew I heard his voice. I smiled a crooked smile.

"Cas... Boy, am I glad to see you."

I started coughing.

"Why are you-"

"Hey, Cas, sorry I was late."

I laughed a little to ease him up, he looked terrified. My laughing didn't seem to help. He laughed his fake laugh so I stopped. 

"It- It's alright, Nothing you could help. I'm sorry... for... what happened."

He looked at me sympathetically.

"No. no... I'm alright, Just... Who'd of thunk it?"

"I... dunno."

I smiled to make him feel better.

"Castiel... Never forget this:" I cupped his face in my hand, as I began to feel dizzy, "Cas,,, I-"

Everything... was black again. As I drifted into oblivion and another dream I heard Cas' desperate cries as they dragged him out of reach...